我会好好的

我会好好的 王心凌

我会好好的花还香香的
时间一直去回忆真美丽
我是想着你一直想着你
你在我心底变成了秘密

不要说你爱我你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难过
我要你默默走不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
到现在还是深深的
深深的爱着你
是爱情是友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
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要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的

Tired...

I am really tired recently. Even me myself I don't know what am I thinking about, what I actually want, what I want to do to get over this... I just don't know... I am confuse now...

I seem like a little kid now, just trying to grap on something I can find in my surrounding. Then, I don't want to let go it anymore. I thought that I was more mature by now, however, I am not! It is just my physical that are more mature, not mentally... I forced myself to be strong, to be tough, but still then, I am still that little girl. The little girl that needs people to taking care of. I don't like this, I want to be tough, be strong, be mature...

Stress! Stress! Stress!

Time flys so fast, now is already the middle of my semester. I am now starting to rush my assignments, mid terms, and presentations again. Haiz, still remember how tired I am last semester, rushing five assignments in one weeks and submit them all. Hopefully this semester will be better...

I did try to do them early, just don't know why, all things still forcing me to rush them. Maybe my time management really very poor, still can finish all my stuffs in time...

I am let go of something!

Honestly, after many nights of thinking, I have make a decision I want to let go of it. Although you may don't know what am I talking about, but I just want to be honest to myself. I AM LET GO OF HIM!

I just too weak in settle my feelings. I am tired of it. Just letting everything go, should be better, I think...

I don't feel like want to fight for anything now. Maybe just let everything go on by its own ways... I will refuse to know things too much now. Please don't tell me so much things! I don't think I can afford for that... Tired for all these...

My 1st academic certificate in Uni!

I just get my 1st academic certificate today!

I am so happy with it. It is an evidence that I have put a lots of effort in my studies! Although I got a bit disappointed that I cant get the Dean List Awards (given to student who score the highest in each unit), but I get the letter of commendation (given to students who average are above 75 marks). The people in Student Service said that letter of commendation is better than Dean List Awards!

Wishes me good luck and get more and more of this awards! ^^

Alison is here

Finally, Alison had came to Miri after a long waiting for almost 2 months. Her flight delay 1 hour that day. I just received her message at the moment me and Simon arrived airport. So, both of us just sit at the airport there and wait patiently. Weather is not so good, start raining when we still waiting for Alison...

We went to eat shabu-shabu after fetching Alison. Three of us talked a lots, I think so. ^^ At least the atmosphere not so bad. This was the 1st time Alison agreed with me that eat shabu-shabu vegetables so full till you will have the feeling that you want to vomit. Came back around 11pm that night. After dinner, Simon still drove us many places that even me also never been to. Really thanks to Simon!

Today, both of us wake up early in the morning also to pay a visit to Taman Awam Miri. We want to take many photos but unfortunately, my camera was run out of baterry. However, I still got my handphone! Although the megapixels not so good, but at least still can use la... Three of us took a picture with the help of the security there, guess wat? I am the tallest in the photo ler, wuhahahaha... Then, we went for a ride to see the rich man houses in Miri. It was so so so huge, the houses. We also enjoy ABC after that, spent by Simon.

Having a walk in Imperial and Bintang after that, only me and Alison. We went to a shop, sell all the clothes inside for only RM10 each. Many people actually fighting to buy, but both of us just walk in then come out again. Haha, quite sien la... We having McD in Bintang then go and exchange money as we are going to Brunei tomorrow, yeah! Can enjoy the japanese meal again! This time I must eat the sushi! Sushi, sushi, I am coming! Hahahaha...

Ang Mo Classmates!

Finally, I am back to KK, my home sweet hometown. So happy about this. Spent 2 whole days just sleep at home and do my assignments. Hee, a bit like pig la... ^^

That day when I came back to KK, I am same flight with my ang mo classmates, 5 of them! Haha, so happy about this, because 1 of them is so handsome. I especially like to talk to Marshall, he is so nice, a friendly ang mo. This semester I got 2 units same with him. We chit chat a bit. I hope they really enjoy their holiday in KK since raining a lots recently in KK. Unluckily, don't have the chances to take photos with them. Must find opportunities!

Actually they are all exchange students from Perth. This semester many exchange students from there. I wonder who are the lucky 1 that have the chance to exchange to Perth. I hope I have the chances also. Must really put effort this semester, hope that I can exchange to Perth next semester. Actually I should applied before this semester started as my last semester result was good. Gambate, fung len!