有人说，人的一生，总有遗憾，我百份百认同。
人的一生，是不可能可以完美的。
我遗憾，因为我放弃了我想要的。。。
我遗憾，因为我失去了我拥有的。。。
我遗憾，因为我抛弃了我珍惜的。。。
我觉得，现在的我有点像是一只迷途的羔羊，
完完全全不清楚自己要的是什么，
完完全全不明白自己想的是什么，
迷迷糊糊的在过日子。
当我终于理的出头绪时，
我已经失去了所有。。。
遗憾，已成了定局。。。
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Shopping
Haha, I love to shop recently...
Yesterday, follow my friends Yinshaet and Piggy go to town again. Yinshaet need to buy a dress for today Prom Night, we accompany her. When we are there, some shops are having sales for the Hari Raya. 1 of the shops, RM 30 for 2 clothes, cheap, although there are limitation of with rows of clothes. I only like 1 piece of all the clothes, I thought that I won't buy already as the condition is 2 piece for RM 30. Yinshaet later got 1 dress she like, combine and buy together. Haha, RM 15 for 1 shirt, cheap!!!
Then, we went to another shop again. We went to 新宿, a shop that only sell dress and imported from Taiwan, I think. All the dresses are so nice, I like them. Yinshaet finally buy a dress which costed her RM 130. Erm... for me, I won't buy so expensive one as next year still need to spend so many money on Prom Night again. However, I also buy 1 dress, 50% discount. This is the shortest skirt I have at this moment. It is very nice when I wear it, quite cute and lady, haha...
Piggy went to another shop nearby to buy the belt she like when she saw last time. Wow, I saw ah gua!!!!! That ah gua is damn nice. I mean he is so white, and so slim! I think his waistline is just around 25 or 26, and mostly 28. This is very slim for a man. He still act cute at there, erm... a bit disguisting la... Hehe...
Yesterday, follow my friends Yinshaet and Piggy go to town again. Yinshaet need to buy a dress for today Prom Night, we accompany her. When we are there, some shops are having sales for the Hari Raya. 1 of the shops, RM 30 for 2 clothes, cheap, although there are limitation of with rows of clothes. I only like 1 piece of all the clothes, I thought that I won't buy already as the condition is 2 piece for RM 30. Yinshaet later got 1 dress she like, combine and buy together. Haha, RM 15 for 1 shirt, cheap!!!
Then, we went to another shop again. We went to 新宿, a shop that only sell dress and imported from Taiwan, I think. All the dresses are so nice, I like them. Yinshaet finally buy a dress which costed her RM 130. Erm... for me, I won't buy so expensive one as next year still need to spend so many money on Prom Night again. However, I also buy 1 dress, 50% discount. This is the shortest skirt I have at this moment. It is very nice when I wear it, quite cute and lady, haha...
Piggy went to another shop nearby to buy the belt she like when she saw last time. Wow, I saw ah gua!!!!! That ah gua is damn nice. I mean he is so white, and so slim! I think his waistline is just around 25 or 26, and mostly 28. This is very slim for a man. He still act cute at there, erm... a bit disguisting la... Hehe...
Monday, September 24, 2007
Archery, nice!
Yesterday, I went town to have dinner with Simon them at 海螺. I was bit regret when I just arrived at there. Guess what? Although this always happen, but tonight seem like too much. Ten people go and having dinner together, NINE gentlemen and as usual, ONLY me, one lady. Aiyo, I really paiseh ler...
Since, I am not feeling so happy recently, I decided to treat myself better. I order Sunrise Fish Chop and California Sunrise. The names are so sunny enough, hope can cheers myself up. The chop is delicious, but I think it too much for me, I am too full having it. I like the drink, there is three layers of it. The bottom is strawberry, the middle is mango, and the top layer is soft drink. There is even stars shape jelly inside, wow, I like that!
After dinner, Kelvin them all go back first. We actually go there by two cars. Kelvin's car four people, Simon's six. We go to Bintang Plaza as requested by Clemson. Simon want to buy something in Bata, but don't know why ending up buying tissue in Watson... >.<
Clemson want to play bowling. He said since we are full now, why don't we go and do some exercise? @@" Anyway, I went there late a bit as I want to shop around Popular. I bought a book which only cost me RM 12.60, the original price is RM 42, 70% discount, I think it is very worth.
When I reach the bowling centre, they already played half of the games. Simon, James, Clemson and Ah Huang four of them are playing. James is the top scorer and Clemson is the lowest one. Gambate, Clemson, you can score higher next time... I just sitting over there with Clemson's friend. Honestly, I am a bit bored just sit over there.
Then, after the bowling, Simon wants to play archery this time. So, six of us went to the archery centre. No one is there playing. This time, only Simon and Clemson two of them played. There is actually a coach there teaching us. The coach is a nice person. His big big tummy actually reminded me of Mdm Khoo, hahaha... Simon very expert in playing archery, all his arrows actually falled in the yellow area (which is the middle part). Clemson, erm... need to gambate, his arrows falled in a huge area, some in the middle, some outside the board. Simon keep on asking me to try to play. I don't want! I am so paiseh as I haven't play before and most importantly, I know that my arm strength is not strong enough.
OK, finally I tried. Simon helps me to wear on all those stuffs and even till now I don't know what is it. My hands are so short and small compared to his. I am on now. Holding that arrow bow was not as heavy as I thought. The coach is teaching me the actual pose and the ways to play. First attempt, not bad. I just have one arrow falled on the yellow area. The rest of it, haiz... My hands actually shaking when I tried to aim on the yellow area. Thats why I cant holding the arrow too long.
Since Alison came to Miri, Simon keep on laughing me that I like to take pictures. I really got no idea why he will laugh like that... So, when I trying to play with the archery, he is actually sitting there helping me to take pictures for memory. In fact, all of them are helping me to take pictures! Simon, Clemson and James! I was so paiseh!
With them, I feel like I am a little girl, really, a little girl. They won't purposely go something for me, but what they do are so sweet and touch. Thanks for everything for what you all did for me, especially Simon! I always keep on bothering you, and when I said thank you to you, you always said that I am a thankful friend. All I want is just to express my appreciation.
The restaurant's menu
Me and the coach
Me
Thanks Simon for this picture
Since, I am not feeling so happy recently, I decided to treat myself better. I order Sunrise Fish Chop and California Sunrise. The names are so sunny enough, hope can cheers myself up. The chop is delicious, but I think it too much for me, I am too full having it. I like the drink, there is three layers of it. The bottom is strawberry, the middle is mango, and the top layer is soft drink. There is even stars shape jelly inside, wow, I like that!
After dinner, Kelvin them all go back first. We actually go there by two cars. Kelvin's car four people, Simon's six. We go to Bintang Plaza as requested by Clemson. Simon want to buy something in Bata, but don't know why ending up buying tissue in Watson... >.<
Clemson want to play bowling. He said since we are full now, why don't we go and do some exercise? @@" Anyway, I went there late a bit as I want to shop around Popular. I bought a book which only cost me RM 12.60, the original price is RM 42, 70% discount, I think it is very worth.
When I reach the bowling centre, they already played half of the games. Simon, James, Clemson and Ah Huang four of them are playing. James is the top scorer and Clemson is the lowest one. Gambate, Clemson, you can score higher next time... I just sitting over there with Clemson's friend. Honestly, I am a bit bored just sit over there.
Then, after the bowling, Simon wants to play archery this time. So, six of us went to the archery centre. No one is there playing. This time, only Simon and Clemson two of them played. There is actually a coach there teaching us. The coach is a nice person. His big big tummy actually reminded me of Mdm Khoo, hahaha... Simon very expert in playing archery, all his arrows actually falled in the yellow area (which is the middle part). Clemson, erm... need to gambate, his arrows falled in a huge area, some in the middle, some outside the board. Simon keep on asking me to try to play. I don't want! I am so paiseh as I haven't play before and most importantly, I know that my arm strength is not strong enough.
OK, finally I tried. Simon helps me to wear on all those stuffs and even till now I don't know what is it. My hands are so short and small compared to his. I am on now. Holding that arrow bow was not as heavy as I thought. The coach is teaching me the actual pose and the ways to play. First attempt, not bad. I just have one arrow falled on the yellow area. The rest of it, haiz... My hands actually shaking when I tried to aim on the yellow area. Thats why I cant holding the arrow too long.
Since Alison came to Miri, Simon keep on laughing me that I like to take pictures. I really got no idea why he will laugh like that... So, when I trying to play with the archery, he is actually sitting there helping me to take pictures for memory. In fact, all of them are helping me to take pictures! Simon, Clemson and James! I was so paiseh!
With them, I feel like I am a little girl, really, a little girl. They won't purposely go something for me, but what they do are so sweet and touch. Thanks for everything for what you all did for me, especially Simon! I always keep on bothering you, and when I said thank you to you, you always said that I am a thankful friend. All I want is just to express my appreciation.
The restaurant's menu
Me and the coach
Me
Thanks Simon for this picture
Sunday, September 23, 2007
MoonCake Festival Celebration
As you all know, mooncake festival is coming and is on this Tue. How are you all going to celebrate it?
Yesterday, Rotaract is organizing the festival celebration. I went with Amy. The celebration started at 6pm and ended at 9pm according to them. Bay fetched us go and we arrive around 5.45pm. Most of them are still doing the preparation works, so, I suggested we go to the lake side to take some pictures. It is an opportunity to take picture at the lake side as when usual class time, there will be many people and paiseh to take picture around there. Two of us took so many pictures. I will go and take from Amy tomorrow. Will post the pictures tomorrow.
The celebration began with games. Losers will need to be punish. Since is mooncake festival, there will be telling the story of "Chang-er pen yue". Ian Tan is our Chang-er. Everyone that know Ian will sure laugh till stomach ache when knowing that he is acting as Chang-er. This is because he is a funny guy and his size is a little bit bigger. Acting as Chang-er made us laugh till beh tahan...
I get a call from Simon before the events started, asking me whether there is rice or noodles provided. If there is, he will come. The first reaction I gave him is, YOU ARE "FAN TONG", must eat rice one... Of course there was rice provided, he came just at the moment the MC announced dinner time. Beh tahan him la, when dinner started, he arrive punctually...
After the dinner, we still have many events. There was a mooncake runway, dispalying all the mooncake we bought. However, I really ate less that night. Recently, I always like that, don't eat much, I think my disgestion system got a bit problems. I really losing weight because of that. Anyway, the organizing committee gave us a chance to write our wishes on a paper and let it goes on the lotus that later we will put in the school lake there. I wish that my family and all my friends life happily and always in a healthly condition. We took a lattern and walk to the lake side to let go out our wishes... On the way walking to the lake side, mosquitosssss are keep chasing and attack me. My whole body is still very itchy now, beh tahan o... After that, we play fireworks! It was really nice! Although is was very smoky, but it just like I am back to my childhood time. All of us did enjoy the night!
I think we will celebrate once again on Tue as suggested by Kelvin, Simon's housemate. Therefore, that ah pek go and took back some the latterns we just play on that night. He is asking me to hold it for him as we are helping the music band to carry all the instruments back to the music room. OMG! Made me feel like I am so greedy o, 又吃又拿! Oh ya, I forget to mention, after we came back from the lake side, we are actually hanging our latterns on a string. However, don't why why the string suddenly broke and all out latterns fall down. >.< My lattern...
Hope all of you enjoy your mooncake festival!
Me and Simon... and the fireworks!
Me and Amy
Me holding two fireworks, I like playing it!
Amy, Tracy, Ray
The blue one is Simon's lotus
The brightest one is Lotus's lotus
Me, with my lotus and lattern
Yesterday, Rotaract is organizing the festival celebration. I went with Amy. The celebration started at 6pm and ended at 9pm according to them. Bay fetched us go and we arrive around 5.45pm. Most of them are still doing the preparation works, so, I suggested we go to the lake side to take some pictures. It is an opportunity to take picture at the lake side as when usual class time, there will be many people and paiseh to take picture around there. Two of us took so many pictures. I will go and take from Amy tomorrow. Will post the pictures tomorrow.
The celebration began with games. Losers will need to be punish. Since is mooncake festival, there will be telling the story of "Chang-er pen yue". Ian Tan is our Chang-er. Everyone that know Ian will sure laugh till stomach ache when knowing that he is acting as Chang-er. This is because he is a funny guy and his size is a little bit bigger. Acting as Chang-er made us laugh till beh tahan...
I get a call from Simon before the events started, asking me whether there is rice or noodles provided. If there is, he will come. The first reaction I gave him is, YOU ARE "FAN TONG", must eat rice one... Of course there was rice provided, he came just at the moment the MC announced dinner time. Beh tahan him la, when dinner started, he arrive punctually...
After the dinner, we still have many events. There was a mooncake runway, dispalying all the mooncake we bought. However, I really ate less that night. Recently, I always like that, don't eat much, I think my disgestion system got a bit problems. I really losing weight because of that. Anyway, the organizing committee gave us a chance to write our wishes on a paper and let it goes on the lotus that later we will put in the school lake there. I wish that my family and all my friends life happily and always in a healthly condition. We took a lattern and walk to the lake side to let go out our wishes... On the way walking to the lake side, mosquitosssss are keep chasing and attack me. My whole body is still very itchy now, beh tahan o... After that, we play fireworks! It was really nice! Although is was very smoky, but it just like I am back to my childhood time. All of us did enjoy the night!
I think we will celebrate once again on Tue as suggested by Kelvin, Simon's housemate. Therefore, that ah pek go and took back some the latterns we just play on that night. He is asking me to hold it for him as we are helping the music band to carry all the instruments back to the music room. OMG! Made me feel like I am so greedy o, 又吃又拿! Oh ya, I forget to mention, after we came back from the lake side, we are actually hanging our latterns on a string. However, don't why why the string suddenly broke and all out latterns fall down. >.< My lattern...
Hope all of you enjoy your mooncake festival!
Me and Simon... and the fireworks!
Me and Amy
Me holding two fireworks, I like playing it!
Amy, Tracy, Ray
The blue one is Simon's lotus
The brightest one is Lotus's lotus
Me, with my lotus and lattern
Friday, September 21, 2007
Live life to the fullest
Phew... These two weeks I am really so busy, rushing assignments, presentations, midterms and all that. However, I am happy with that. Although I am busy, I can feel that I live life to the fullest! Its just like the secondary school days, organizing two or three activities in the same time, I really enjoy it. Now, I just left one more assignment to go. I had submited one assignment today, done two presentation on Tue and Thu and one midterm just at moment ago. Busy, stress, but enjoy... I don't know whether you all understand my feelings or not.
Because of rushing this and that, I overslept on Tue. My class started at 8am, I woke up at 7.30am, still thinking that only 6.30am. >.< My first experience! Haiz, immediately an emergency call to my friend. Luckily she hasn't arrived campus yet.
Tomorrow I am going to celebrate mooncake festival with my Rotaract Club. FOC for members, transport provided, why I want to miss this change? Haha, must go! Take pictures tomorrow and show it to you all ya...
Oh ya, forget to tell you all. I am now not really sure whether I should go to Prom Night or not... I bought the ticket due to some reasons, and now I am not sure whether I want to resell it. Do you think that I should go? The people same table with me, erm... how to say... are not really so close to me. Some even I don't know are them. I know this is the opportunity for me to meet some new friends, but, it just that... I don't know how to say...
That day followed my friends go n shopping, I saw one dress, I like it pretty much! RM 80... my friends said worth. If I go to Prom Night, I think I will go and by it and wear! I am not sure now... Haiz...
ps: Although I am very busy this week, still went town twice. Last few weeks don't even go once...
Because of rushing this and that, I overslept on Tue. My class started at 8am, I woke up at 7.30am, still thinking that only 6.30am. >.< My first experience! Haiz, immediately an emergency call to my friend. Luckily she hasn't arrived campus yet.
Tomorrow I am going to celebrate mooncake festival with my Rotaract Club. FOC for members, transport provided, why I want to miss this change? Haha, must go! Take pictures tomorrow and show it to you all ya...
Oh ya, forget to tell you all. I am now not really sure whether I should go to Prom Night or not... I bought the ticket due to some reasons, and now I am not sure whether I want to resell it. Do you think that I should go? The people same table with me, erm... how to say... are not really so close to me. Some even I don't know are them. I know this is the opportunity for me to meet some new friends, but, it just that... I don't know how to say...
That day followed my friends go n shopping, I saw one dress, I like it pretty much! RM 80... my friends said worth. If I go to Prom Night, I think I will go and by it and wear! I am not sure now... Haiz...
ps: Although I am very busy this week, still went town twice. Last few weeks don't even go once...
Monday, September 17, 2007
All things are out of track today!
All things are out of track today! At first, I chat till around 1.30am with Shanna this morning. I know that she will go to UK today and I got class at 10am, we all need to sleep early, yet we still chit chat a lots. At this moment, I can feel the relationship between me and Shanna is so strong! I never feel that before. Honestly, Shanna, in HASATTE, both of us seem like always at arm's length. I really feel that you are my dearest buddy at this moment. I just want to tell you, Shanna, no matter what things happen, I will always be there for you.
Morning, after I phone Shanna, I go to campus as I got class at 10am. When I walked to the bus stop, guess wat? I miss the shuttle again. I need to wait for the shuttle to come back from village then only I can get on the bus. However, I really got no idea why today got so many people on the shuttle. I need to stand near the door, without anything I can hold at to balance myself. I almost fall down for FIVE times. OMG! All the students standing around me are males, imagine how shame am I if I really fall down...
After class, I went to take exercise as told by the lecturer on Friday lecture. That day he forgot to print to us. He asked us to go and get it on Monday. After I finished my tutorial class, me and teo of my friends went to get it from him. He asked us how are we today? We said fine. He tokd us that he just arrive the office and haven't prepare anything yet. Come on, its already 11am! I just have one class today, I don't want to go back purposely just to take an exercise. It so time consuming! I ask my friend to takr it for me. Haiz... She just message me and said that I did not tell her is soft copy! Oh my oh my, the lecturer told us he will print it for us. What the hack I know he will change in the last minutes... Now, I just can wait till tomorrow to get the exercise and finish it before the tutorial class at 4pm tomorrow.
Afternoon, I went to print the slides for tomorrow presentation, yup, finally I get the topic this week. Eco (market) 203, I think is one of the units that I hate most now... My friend invite me to have a lunch with her. She spent me! Thanks ya, Everly... After finished the lunch, coming back home. I am still rushing my HRM assignment that due on this coming Friday. Finally, I manage to finish it at around 1pm.
Around 2pm, my housemate asked whether I want to go town or not, of course, follow that dumb dumb ah pek Simon. Erm... have a minutes think of it, I decide to go. I need to go Celcom to settle my things, since got FOC transport, why not? I just finished my assignment, can rest a while la... I go town with Simon, James, and Clemson at last. Clemson, a new friend I know today. Nice to meet you. Although that dumb dumb ah pek Simon keep laughing at you, I know you are a nice friend.
I am so so so stress recently, need to release my stress. I decide to cut my hair! Yup, cutting it! Finally, I am at Allan now. Allan is one of the famous franchise saloon in Miri, can consider same as Classic in KK. The barber asked me to cut my hair short since I want to change my hair style. However, I don't want. Its been already so many years I keep my hair, I don't want to cut it short. Finally, I decide to cut it short at the outer part, keeping it long in the inner part. Erm... its was so nice! I like it very much! Next time, I think I will go back again. And next time, I will cut it short! I swear! Hahahaha.....
What let me feel bad is that dumb dumb ah pek Simon la... After I cut my hair, he asked me, you got cut your hair kah? Seem like not much ler... OMG!!! I cut so much lo, you can see my hair all lying on the floor, OK? I really should take a picture of it and show it to him!
5pm. We go eat after that, since Clemson and James haven't have their lunch yet. We go to a restaurant that really feel like you are in Taiwan now. I am so full, cant eat dinner at that time la, so I just order a three clour pudding recommented by Clemson. It was NICE. Simon ah pek, it is nice. I really don't know why you still want to ask me again... I let you try, you are the first who ate that pudding ler... We do chit chat a lots at there. I am relax a bit now, I really stress!
Now, it is already 8.15pm, Shanna is getting on the flight. I am going to miss you, Shanna. I think I really need to continue my works now. Tomorrow, I will know my Finance midterm marks and doing my presentation. Wish me good luck~~~
Morning, after I phone Shanna, I go to campus as I got class at 10am. When I walked to the bus stop, guess wat? I miss the shuttle again. I need to wait for the shuttle to come back from village then only I can get on the bus. However, I really got no idea why today got so many people on the shuttle. I need to stand near the door, without anything I can hold at to balance myself. I almost fall down for FIVE times. OMG! All the students standing around me are males, imagine how shame am I if I really fall down...
After class, I went to take exercise as told by the lecturer on Friday lecture. That day he forgot to print to us. He asked us to go and get it on Monday. After I finished my tutorial class, me and teo of my friends went to get it from him. He asked us how are we today? We said fine. He tokd us that he just arrive the office and haven't prepare anything yet. Come on, its already 11am! I just have one class today, I don't want to go back purposely just to take an exercise. It so time consuming! I ask my friend to takr it for me. Haiz... She just message me and said that I did not tell her is soft copy! Oh my oh my, the lecturer told us he will print it for us. What the hack I know he will change in the last minutes... Now, I just can wait till tomorrow to get the exercise and finish it before the tutorial class at 4pm tomorrow.
Afternoon, I went to print the slides for tomorrow presentation, yup, finally I get the topic this week. Eco (market) 203, I think is one of the units that I hate most now... My friend invite me to have a lunch with her. She spent me! Thanks ya, Everly... After finished the lunch, coming back home. I am still rushing my HRM assignment that due on this coming Friday. Finally, I manage to finish it at around 1pm.
Around 2pm, my housemate asked whether I want to go town or not, of course, follow that dumb dumb ah pek Simon. Erm... have a minutes think of it, I decide to go. I need to go Celcom to settle my things, since got FOC transport, why not? I just finished my assignment, can rest a while la... I go town with Simon, James, and Clemson at last. Clemson, a new friend I know today. Nice to meet you. Although that dumb dumb ah pek Simon keep laughing at you, I know you are a nice friend.
I am so so so stress recently, need to release my stress. I decide to cut my hair! Yup, cutting it! Finally, I am at Allan now. Allan is one of the famous franchise saloon in Miri, can consider same as Classic in KK. The barber asked me to cut my hair short since I want to change my hair style. However, I don't want. Its been already so many years I keep my hair, I don't want to cut it short. Finally, I decide to cut it short at the outer part, keeping it long in the inner part. Erm... its was so nice! I like it very much! Next time, I think I will go back again. And next time, I will cut it short! I swear! Hahahaha.....
What let me feel bad is that dumb dumb ah pek Simon la... After I cut my hair, he asked me, you got cut your hair kah? Seem like not much ler... OMG!!! I cut so much lo, you can see my hair all lying on the floor, OK? I really should take a picture of it and show it to him!
5pm. We go eat after that, since Clemson and James haven't have their lunch yet. We go to a restaurant that really feel like you are in Taiwan now. I am so full, cant eat dinner at that time la, so I just order a three clour pudding recommented by Clemson. It was NICE. Simon ah pek, it is nice. I really don't know why you still want to ask me again... I let you try, you are the first who ate that pudding ler... We do chit chat a lots at there. I am relax a bit now, I really stress!
Now, it is already 8.15pm, Shanna is getting on the flight. I am going to miss you, Shanna. I think I really need to continue my works now. Tomorrow, I will know my Finance midterm marks and doing my presentation. Wish me good luck~~~
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Suddenly, I feel so lonely!
Yup, suddenly, I feel so lonely. This feeling just come so suddenly. I miss my home sweet home! I wish I can go back now... Haha, but now I feel better already. Tart, chatting with uncle Donnie is good. I dont know why, just feel calm after chatting with him. Maybe he is a stranger to me, maybe he is just an unimportant person, maybe I just want to know more about this new friend.
Yesterday, I went Brunei again. Yes, Alison, again, to have japanese meal and Simon want to refill the fuel! This time, I really got eat sushi! I ate sushi tempura and California... I forget the name o... I should update yesterday, just that I am so so so busy, no time for it. I got class from 8-10am, 4-6pm, 6-7.30pm, Rotaract GM at 12.30-1.30pm, a talk from a professor from UK at 2-4pm, went Brunei with Simon and my housemate at 10.45-12.30pm. The schedule was so compact. Just like secondary school life, the time I miss most nowadays! I even late for my GM! So paiseh when I walked in... At last, I skip the talk! Sorry about that William, I just need some times to rest, I am so tired. Not enough sleep as I got so many presentation, mid term and assigment due on next week. I wish next Friday come faster! After next Friday, all things will be settle down.
I did mention I will go to Prom Nite this sem, right? Now, I think I won't go. I need to spend so much money for that as this is part of the reasons. I really got no idea for that! Hope that I can sell the tickets now, if not, then I need to go and spend money, haiz...
Tired recently...
Yesterday, I went Brunei again. Yes, Alison, again, to have japanese meal and Simon want to refill the fuel! This time, I really got eat sushi! I ate sushi tempura and California... I forget the name o... I should update yesterday, just that I am so so so busy, no time for it. I got class from 8-10am, 4-6pm, 6-7.30pm, Rotaract GM at 12.30-1.30pm, a talk from a professor from UK at 2-4pm, went Brunei with Simon and my housemate at 10.45-12.30pm. The schedule was so compact. Just like secondary school life, the time I miss most nowadays! I even late for my GM! So paiseh when I walked in... At last, I skip the talk! Sorry about that William, I just need some times to rest, I am so tired. Not enough sleep as I got so many presentation, mid term and assigment due on next week. I wish next Friday come faster! After next Friday, all things will be settle down.
I did mention I will go to Prom Nite this sem, right? Now, I think I won't go. I need to spend so much money for that as this is part of the reasons. I really got no idea for that! Hope that I can sell the tickets now, if not, then I need to go and spend money, haiz...
Tired recently...
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Happy Birthday, Simon!
Simon's birthday is on Monday. His housemate, Kelvin is having a surprise party for him. Actually, we should celebrate it on Sunday night, but due to that day Curtin Open Day and everyone is already very tired, we change to Monday night.
The party start at 11pm. I just know that they have buy wine for that night. I really don't dare to drink much as I still got a mid term exam on Tuesday morning 8am. I scare I cant wake up for the exam! The mid term eat up 40% of my total marks for that unit.
For me, everything is fine and smooth. Just that my face become so red after I drink the small cup of wine plus 7&-up some more. I just feel very hot, like my body is a heat generator. I admit that I already headache before I went to the party. After drinking that, wow, my head seem like want to burst out! This situation even continue to the other day morning. Everyone is asking me, "Tracy, are you ok?" Yup, I am fine, I am very clear-minded, it just my face very red. Everyone is having their turns to take pictures with Simon. When it is finally my turn, that Kelvin a, he said, "Simon, you better go over Tracy there la, I think maybe she drunk till cant walk lo." Come on, although I really didn't drink much, but I am NOT drunk, ok? Compare to Simon straight away KO to drink a whole cup wine, 我的那一杯也太小儿科了！
Lessons for that night are:
1. I finally understand why people always feeling headache after being drunk, it is very pain.
2. If the weather is very cold, you really should drink a small cup as it will help you generate heat.
3. Unless I plan to not sleep that whole night, I can drink! If not better don't! This is because my body temperature is so high till I cant sleep.
Simon's b'day cake. I suggest to buy that one that has fruit on it... Nice, but I didn't eat that night...
Group photo
Everyone is having their cup of wine. Can see where am I?
Simon and Tracy. I look like very sleepy ler, beh tahan that flash!
My face is red, is it? I think I looks dumb too...
This pic is purposely upload for Shanna. Now you see how Simon looks like? Haha, in fact now all people know dy. I think he looks cute in this pic...
The party start at 11pm. I just know that they have buy wine for that night. I really don't dare to drink much as I still got a mid term exam on Tuesday morning 8am. I scare I cant wake up for the exam! The mid term eat up 40% of my total marks for that unit.
For me, everything is fine and smooth. Just that my face become so red after I drink the small cup of wine plus 7&-up some more. I just feel very hot, like my body is a heat generator. I admit that I already headache before I went to the party. After drinking that, wow, my head seem like want to burst out! This situation even continue to the other day morning. Everyone is asking me, "Tracy, are you ok?" Yup, I am fine, I am very clear-minded, it just my face very red. Everyone is having their turns to take pictures with Simon. When it is finally my turn, that Kelvin a, he said, "Simon, you better go over Tracy there la, I think maybe she drunk till cant walk lo." Come on, although I really didn't drink much, but I am NOT drunk, ok? Compare to Simon straight away KO to drink a whole cup wine, 我的那一杯也太小儿科了！
Lessons for that night are:
1. I finally understand why people always feeling headache after being drunk, it is very pain.
2. If the weather is very cold, you really should drink a small cup as it will help you generate heat.
3. Unless I plan to not sleep that whole night, I can drink! If not better don't! This is because my body temperature is so high till I cant sleep.
Simon's b'day cake. I suggest to buy that one that has fruit on it... Nice, but I didn't eat that night...
Group photo
Everyone is having their cup of wine. Can see where am I?
Simon and Tracy. I look like very sleepy ler, beh tahan that flash!
My face is red, is it? I think I looks dumb too...
This pic is purposely upload for Shanna. Now you see how Simon looks like? Haha, in fact now all people know dy. I think he looks cute in this pic...
Monday, September 10, 2007
Curtin Open Day
1 year had pass by and it is Curtin Open Day again! Haha, I glad that I enjoy it last year, however, not this year!
I follow my friends go around 1.30pm. The Open Day start from 10am till 9pm. We planned to go to watch the Curtin Idol competition. However, due to too crowded with people, I am loss with my friends. Luckily, I met another gang and follow another gang lo. I go and help up in Rotaract booth. We are selling marchmallow with chocolate foundain. Its nice, really nice... Besides marchmarllow, we also got apple and banana.However, I miss out all the Curtin Idol competition... Haiz...
The VCF is organizing the chocolate dedication. I never think of there will someone dedicated to me. My friend went to take hers, and guess wat? I saw my name on it, with simon and kelvin name together. My housemate, James, he dedicated to the three of us. Since he put my old handphone number and I change the number already, I missed the message sent by VCF. However, really appreciated it. He is going to graduate this semester. Suddenly feel that I am going to loss such a good housemate. Hope that I can find another one that is as nice as him.
I didn't really took many photos on that day. I just been there for three hours only. I even missed the lucky draw and fireworks...
Me and jie qiong
Me and amy
The dedicated chocolates
I follow my friends go around 1.30pm. The Open Day start from 10am till 9pm. We planned to go to watch the Curtin Idol competition. However, due to too crowded with people, I am loss with my friends. Luckily, I met another gang and follow another gang lo. I go and help up in Rotaract booth. We are selling marchmallow with chocolate foundain. Its nice, really nice... Besides marchmarllow, we also got apple and banana.However, I miss out all the Curtin Idol competition... Haiz...
The VCF is organizing the chocolate dedication. I never think of there will someone dedicated to me. My friend went to take hers, and guess wat? I saw my name on it, with simon and kelvin name together. My housemate, James, he dedicated to the three of us. Since he put my old handphone number and I change the number already, I missed the message sent by VCF. However, really appreciated it. He is going to graduate this semester. Suddenly feel that I am going to loss such a good housemate. Hope that I can find another one that is as nice as him.
I didn't really took many photos on that day. I just been there for three hours only. I even missed the lucky draw and fireworks...
Me and jie qiong
Me and amy
The dedicated chocolates
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Very Accurate!
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Saturday, September 8, 2007
Damn!!!!!
Really damn shit! Although I don't want to begin my post like this, but really damn shit lo! I am very very very imbalance now!!!
I am study 1 unit this sem, named eco market (203). We need to do a individual presentation given by the lecturer during the lecture time. We need to fight for the topic! Yup, fight for it! Although only around 25 people enrolled that unit.
I want to do the presentation next week, next Tuesday. So, i fast fast email the lecturer after the lecture on Friday. I don't to postpone the presentation again as I still got plenty of assignments due after that. We just got three days to prepare for the presentation. Thus, I finished all my things and prepared well for the presentation earlier. I even go to my friend there to print out the slides in colour for the lecturer!!!
However, I just check my email. He replied me this morning. The lecturer reply said:" The topic has been taken. Choose another one. Cheers". Damn!!!!! I am not cheers at all lo... After I finished all the stuffs, before I received the email, then only he told me the topic has been taken!!!
That means that I need to do another topic for the presentation! I am doing double works! We only can know what topics are given on the lecture time. He refused to tell us earlier! Damn... Shit... WTF... I am so so so not imbalance now!!! Not balance even though I finished blogging here!!! How am I going to sleep tonight huh??? The feeling of want to curse him is so strong!!! I swear I will revenge if got changes!!! Luckily, I managed to finish this unit assignment before this incident! Or else, I don't know what will I do!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
I am study 1 unit this sem, named eco market (203). We need to do a individual presentation given by the lecturer during the lecture time. We need to fight for the topic! Yup, fight for it! Although only around 25 people enrolled that unit.
I want to do the presentation next week, next Tuesday. So, i fast fast email the lecturer after the lecture on Friday. I don't to postpone the presentation again as I still got plenty of assignments due after that. We just got three days to prepare for the presentation. Thus, I finished all my things and prepared well for the presentation earlier. I even go to my friend there to print out the slides in colour for the lecturer!!!
However, I just check my email. He replied me this morning. The lecturer reply said:" The topic has been taken. Choose another one. Cheers". Damn!!!!! I am not cheers at all lo... After I finished all the stuffs, before I received the email, then only he told me the topic has been taken!!!
That means that I need to do another topic for the presentation! I am doing double works! We only can know what topics are given on the lecture time. He refused to tell us earlier! Damn... Shit... WTF... I am so so so not imbalance now!!! Not balance even though I finished blogging here!!! How am I going to sleep tonight huh??? The feeling of want to curse him is so strong!!! I swear I will revenge if got changes!!! Luckily, I managed to finish this unit assignment before this incident! Or else, I don't know what will I do!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!Imbalance!!!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
我会好好的
我会好好的 王心凌
我会好好的花还香香的
时间一直去回忆真美丽
我是想着你一直想着你
你在我心底变成了秘密
不要说你爱我你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难过
我要你默默走不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
到现在还是深深的
深深的爱着你
是爱情是友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
---
要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的
我会好好的花还香香的
时间一直去回忆真美丽
我是想着你一直想着你
你在我心底变成了秘密
不要说你爱我你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难过
我要你默默走不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
到现在还是深深的
深深的爱着你
是爱情是友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
---
要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Tired...
I am really tired recently. Even me myself I don't know what am I thinking about, what I actually want, what I want to do to get over this... I just don't know... I am confuse now...
I seem like a little kid now, just trying to grap on something I can find in my surrounding. Then, I don't want to let go it anymore. I thought that I was more mature by now, however, I am not! It is just my physical that are more mature, not mentally... I forced myself to be strong, to be tough, but still then, I am still that little girl. The little girl that needs people to taking care of. I don't like this, I want to be tough, be strong, be mature...
I seem like a little kid now, just trying to grap on something I can find in my surrounding. Then, I don't want to let go it anymore. I thought that I was more mature by now, however, I am not! It is just my physical that are more mature, not mentally... I forced myself to be strong, to be tough, but still then, I am still that little girl. The little girl that needs people to taking care of. I don't like this, I want to be tough, be strong, be mature...
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Stress! Stress! Stress!
Time flys so fast, now is already the middle of my semester. I am now starting to rush my assignments, mid terms, and presentations again. Haiz, still remember how tired I am last semester, rushing five assignments in one weeks and submit them all. Hopefully this semester will be better...
I did try to do them early, just don't know why, all things still forcing me to rush them. Maybe my time management really very poor, still can finish all my stuffs in time...
I did try to do them early, just don't know why, all things still forcing me to rush them. Maybe my time management really very poor, still can finish all my stuffs in time...
Saturday, September 1, 2007
I am let go of something!
Honestly, after many nights of thinking, I have make a decision I want to let go of it. Although you may don't know what am I talking about, but I just want to be honest to myself. I AM LET GO OF HIM!
I just too weak in settle my feelings. I am tired of it. Just letting everything go, should be better, I think...
I don't feel like want to fight for anything now. Maybe just let everything go on by its own ways... I will refuse to know things too much now. Please don't tell me so much things! I don't think I can afford for that... Tired for all these...
I just too weak in settle my feelings. I am tired of it. Just letting everything go, should be better, I think...
I don't feel like want to fight for anything now. Maybe just let everything go on by its own ways... I will refuse to know things too much now. Please don't tell me so much things! I don't think I can afford for that... Tired for all these...
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