First of all, would like to say Happy Birthday to Amy and Hui Yee!!! Happy Birthday, girls!!! Wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart.
For me, today, or I should say yesterday, I am having a lonely day, the whole day. Alison, I really feel that I am lonely, from the inner part of me also feel like that. Woke up at 9am, only sleep for around 6 to 7 hours, even though it is weekend. Then cleaning my room and the house as later 6pm will have someone to come and see my house whether they want to rent or not. One of my housemate still sleeping and the other one went out already.
Start to do my assignment at 11am. Stuck with my assignment, lack of information (I am the one that do that question alone), friends cant online, some went to town already. I am very fret at that time already, feel like want shout to the sky. I just feeling very weak at that moment. Something happen and I cant accept it, or I can said I refuse to accept it. Feeling very down.
Chatting with Alison then, take her advice and go and cook my breakfast at 2pm. Honestly, I really dont feel hungry at all! I keep on wondering am I normal? Its good to have a friend there when you need them. Feeling a bit warm. However, my bad mood keep on bothering me... Went to sleep as I dont have the mood to do my assignment again.
Woke up at 4.30pm, feeling very blur. Try to search some more informations for my assignment. Still moody and dont willing to do my assignment as I know that I still got time for it. So, I decide to stop first. Jin Yii and Ming Nyuk came to see my house. Ming Nyuk even bought me some cakes and said as 见面礼. What a sweet and cute girl. Went to bath after they go.
Having the cake again, yup again, as my dinner. I eat tooooooo many cakes recently, really sick of it. Simon came, and asking something to my housemate. Before he went, asking whether want to go BBQ at Jane house as it was Hui Yee, her housemate birthday. I dont want to go when he first asking. Just dont feel like want to go. Har Har, I think you will understand why, =)
My housemate, James sms me later on. Saying that, Jess, Alicia and Jane are waiting for me. I reply that I felt weird if I go now. Then, both Simon and James walk back to accompany me go to the party. Actually the party was held on just opposite row of my house, but behind a bit. Feeling happy seeing Jess there. We stood at there and chit chat a lots.
After a while, I was so surprise when I saw Jin Yii and Ming Nyuk came out from the house, they also been invited to attend the party. Three of us chit chat a lots during the party, oh ya, and Tony too. Although I know them since last semester during I took Marketing 100, but there is lack of changes for us to get to know each other more.
I found out a big news! Actually Ming Nyuk is same age with me, and even elder than me. I always thought that she is 1988 one. I really feel surprise when I found out that she is 1987 baby. That means, I should call her sister, hahahaha... And guess what, she is Mei Yee relative. She told me some news about Mei Yee. We also take about Teck Ann too. Through this kind of interaction, only we will know more about each other, really, cant deny this...
After finished our dinner, its time to sing the birthday songs to the birthday girl and cut the cake! The cake was nice, really, just that I am too full to have some more of it already. During the BBQ, I didnt go and BBQ something, just sit at there, all food will come to me. Really, I just sit there and eat only, full till I want to vomit.
They bought Vodka!!! Two big bottle, one is pear flavour and the other is vanilla flavour. Sam gave me the pear flavour one. She is really a nice girl too, really taking care of me. Erm... not bad, I mean the Vodka, because it is very diluted, so I didnt feel anything. Ok, just a bit hot after a while, but my face just red a bit and thats all. Not so serious like that time Simon's birthday. The birthday girl was the one red until the whole body, really, her face, her hands, and even her legs!
They still play games after this as suggested by Lausy. I didnt join. This is because the losers in any part of the games need to drink the Vodka. I know myself, I didnt join even though Tony and Chan ask me too. Simon join the games, he is good in drinking, thats all I can said. Tony's face already red before he started the games. The games are quite fun actually, maybe we can try when our gathering. After they finished the first round, I coming back already. I dont drink, its seem like no value for me to continue stay anymore...
I think tomorrow, erm... its today, will be the same lonely day for me as well. Lonely day, the way I spend my one and a half year life in Miri like this. I dont know what to say about it anymore...
p/s:
-Vin Yu and his girlfriend will come to see the house later, I mean during day time. He called me during the party.
