累

可否听说过
讲者无意
听者有心

有时
无心的伤害
比刻意的中伤
来的痛

不要总否认我的认真
我的认真
并没有比较廉价
所以可用来践踏

或许
只是我个人问题
是我的错
是我看得太重
因为我太在乎

我
累了

It just..

Its been really a while I did not post my blogs in English at all. Just that some feelings can only be fully expressed in those nice pretty little Chinese word *my English is just not so good*.

Life recently is normal. Normal routine everyday, going to class, working in Escape, rushing assignments, cooking, eating, sleeping, bla bla bla. Its just a too normal life. Yet, when it almost come to the end, I just hope time can stop at this moment. With all things in Miri here, I really like them.

I want to spend all my times with my friends, rather sitting at alone at home, in front of my lappie, surfing the same websites. Things sometime just not going to happen with what you want. I stay in front of my lappie most of the time, looking at my scene more than anyone else, doing my last few assignments. Just at that sudden, I like to rush my assignments, very much, because it reminded me of the life being a student, for the last month.

Its just too sad to say this, but I hate being alone now, more than ever before.




I miss you all~ started from this moment..

雨

一个人撑伞

一个人擦泪

一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

心情
总在雨天时特别的沉重
想念
总在雨天时特别的思念

音乐

最近
爱上了
戴上耳机
把音量调制最大

那音乐
充满着脑海的感觉
真好

高估

当高估了
自己在别人心中的地位
还以为自己是重要时
那感觉
真得很伤

男人 女人 爱

有人说
爱情最浪漫的时刻
就是在暧昧这段时间
因为
不管女人有什么要求
男人都会尽全力去达成

当男人女人成为情侣后
开始时
你侬我侬
甜蜜依旧

但
日子久了
感情或许就变质了

原因
可以是
因为距离
因为年龄
因为性格

不管是因为什么
最终的理由
不就是他/她不再爱你了吗？

但
总觉得
最不能理解的是
分开的理由

她，坚强的独立的不需要我
他，总是不能陪伴在我的身则

所以
男人女人分手了

或许
男人女人都没想到
其中的一方
会因为爱得太深 伤得太深
伤口难以复原

最后
男人与女人
一起坠落在这个尘世间

Blue Monday

This is a blue Monday
nothing big happen
yet
all those small matters
just caught me crazy