熊猫眼

Can you spot my eyes?



时间每天都在闪着过

工作就像个无底洞

不管怎么努力

堆积如山的文件

每天都快高长大的迹象

我真的累了

好期待五月的到来

期待着和你溺在一起的时间



Annual Dinner 2010

When others got Night at the Museum, we got Night At Ernst and Young! (and pictures uploaded are just part of it~)

Everyone just refused to be part of the committee members initially!

Because we will ended up like this when brain storming

And it always not easy to be an organizing chairperson

Organizing Committee

Before the dinner

MC of the night

Band of the night

EY have tonnes of pretty ladies

Why not take a break to take a picture in the middle of the rush?

It just so easy for me to have this kind of do re mi picture

and they are so skinny

For the best attire session,

we crowned our Posterous King and Queen for the night

For the lucky draw session,

I just don't have the luck for this..

and this..

and this!

Lucky outstation staffs that bring back lots of goodie back home

Somehow I feel like this is a wedding picture

and I'm the lightbulb, lol 

I just don't understand..

How come others can have this..

.. while I have this?

My hand just can't be so short!

I wonder how long it gonna took me to grow this tall?

It just be nice if I'm taller

Better took picture like this~

Gerbera

Group photo of the night

I think I squeezed each and every single drop of my brain juice for this company annual dinner, lol.. Yet, I enjoyed all the funs we had, especially the Night at Ernst and Young and the video edited.

Last but not least, GONG XI FA CHOI everyone~!

Getaways

Been busy lately

for the things that I don't why

that just won't finish working with it

I'm tired

stuck with this and that

it just so hard to be simply nice and friendly with others

because what you get in the end

might send you to h*ll without any notice

it just frustrated

I think I need a getaway
to get out of the situation
any place except here n here

你 好吗？

听着耳边传来的音乐

一遍又一遍的重播着

以前相处的画面

一幕幕的浮现

我想

我还是

会想起你的

Maybe

Maybe
I just need a break
to figure out what I want
to figure out how am I going to get over all these
I'm tired

念书 恋爱

念书，是在增进你的 IQ
恋爱，是在锻炼你的 EQ

念书，总教你要成为 number one
恋爱，却教你成为别人心中的 only one

from: lionchain

人生

总知道
人生的四阶段
生 老 病 死

只是
一直以来
只知道生命的喜悦
不曾明白生命的悲哀

今天
我明白了
感谢您

请您一路走好
悼念您
25.03.2010

未来

从来没有人
能告诉我
未来会发生什么事

因为
我们都不是先知

我也不能
给你一个
百分百确定的答案

倘若
我承诺你一个
连我都不确实的诺言
你不觉得我在敷衍你吗？

我能做的
只有努力的
去实现我所要得

未来
是个未知数

感触

在转折之下，阅读了某位同学的部落格。从每一遍的部落格里，明白了事情的经过，也深刻地感受到他们心情的调适。或许就如别人所说的吧，意外意外，事情的发生，总是意料之外。

但是，任任何人想破头脑都想不到的是，那场意外的发生，尽夺走了她的生命。

她对于我而言，不就是一位同学而已嘛。。 但对于他而言，就是生命的全部，未来生活的中心，捧在手心上的宝贝。。

知道这个消息时，心里有的只是淡淡的感伤。只觉得，惋惜。。

或许，从没拥有过，就不懂得何谓失去。

或许，从没失去过，就不懂得何谓珍惜。

或许，从没深深爱过，就不懂得何谓是爱。

愿你在天堂里过的安好~

年少轻狂

或许，就像你所说的一样
事情不到最后
我们都不会知道结局

临时决定参加章老师家的聚会
开始时总觉得怪怪的
很陌生嘛
但
老师依旧热情
师母和蔼可亲
孩子活泼可爱

从开始准备食物
到准备妥当
到醒狮
一大班人谈笑风生
吃吃喝喝
一边围炉 一边烤肉 一边吃布丁
感觉棒极了

我好像很久很久
都没有这样轻松过
感觉到了
久违的自由
又回到了我的身边

在老师家翻阅了毕业特刊
想起了以前的点点滴滴
年轻时如果不轻狂
那要何时才轻狂

不要害怕结果
而要害怕它从没发生过

感谢
你决定加入我的生命

13.01.10

Its been a fact
for so long
that I am, short

Till today
Trainee told me
"You should looked taller than you're now"

PS: The night views in Sutera Habour is supreme! Thanks for everything~ =)

2nd Day

I am glad that, I still able to smile when telling my parents
of what Erna told me, just before finished works

I have a feeling
this is just a beginning
and there is still a long way for me to go


PS: thanks P. for bringing me and presenting me the night view and sea breeze at Tanjung Aru Beach Hotel yesterday night~ it is really relaxing!

“没有爱情的地方”

“没有爱情的地方”
一位新认识朋友的创作
说真的，我很欣赏她的写作手法
故事的发展，总在我的意料之外

九个人的爱情故事
九个不同版本的爱情
九种爱情中经历的甜蜜与痛苦
真实地让我如身同感受

不管是如何开始，不管过程是如何
最终的结局
总让人伤痕累累
也让人无法挽救
所以，希望有一个没有爱情的地方
才能把所有的思念，惦念给忘了

印象中最深的一句话
“我们都是执着的人，总是执着在错的事情上，到最后，却一无所有”
执著，错了吗？
执著着要一个答案，过分了吗？

“当你独处，觉得伤心难过的时候，想想一些让你开心的事。”
“如果一不小心，让你想到不愉快的事时，记得，看着你的双手。”
“用它触碰身边的东西，例如：桌子，椅子，窗口，包包，一切在你身边的东西。”
“用你的掌心，去感觉那些东西的存在，然后，深呼吸。”
“告诉自己，至少我还活着，我是为此刻而活，我是为此刻而活。”

是的，人生除了爱情
我们还有亲情，友情
爱情，不是生命的全部
活着，就该活在当下

带着耳机，听着五月天的 突然好想你
“突然好想你 你会在哪里”
不知为何，浮现在脑海的
竟然是两位刚认识的新朋友

十一月

今年十一月 来得太快了
是时间 快速前进
还是因为 我的步伐 变慢了
去年十一月 还历历在目
那时的 欢笑
怀念之极

而今 感觉就像
浓浓的挫败感 弥漫在空气中
挥之不去

越来越明白 何谓生活
讨生活 一点也不易
也不是说 你愿意为五斗米折腰就成了

关心
有时是致命的
因为 过量了
就是压力的源头

多么的希望
睡醒一觉
时间 停留在九月
那 我就可以高唱
wake me up when September ends

UpdateSSS

Its been a long while since my last updates about myself~

Life recently, just nothing much, and I had tons of farewell. Farewell friends of mine, one after another, feeling kinda moody for that. Just like, they were stepping out from part of my life *though it maybe just a period of time*. I may forget since when we getting close to each other, how we getting close to each other, how frequent we hang out together, yet, I remember clearly, when they stepping out, the each and every farewell since this August.

Started to keep in touch again with some long loss contact friends nowadays. Guess just like H. told me before, I have a calender, will keep in touch again with certain people in certain period of time. And I am the information centre and contact centre as well. Guess networking is important for me. In addition, keep in touch with old pals just way too attracting me~

I have started to get a job again, finished the last job week ago. I can't said I learn a lot from the last, but I do really learn new things. Thanks for compromising me for all the time, forgiving the mistakes I have made, and spending me delicious and nice foods =) Wish me all the best in job hunting ya~!

Friends around me either going for their studies or convocation now. Looking at their faces, made me wonder why my convocation date haven't confirm yet. I am looking forward for the day to come. The day I wear the regalia, the day I receive the graduation bear *Lim don't forget my bear*, the day I receive flowers *Ryd remember your promises*! And of course, meeting back all pals in campus again~ This time, when all of us wearing our regalia, throwing the hat to the blue blue sky!

And now, I am so so so looking forward to December, when happenings gonna happen in this celebrating December~!

Till then~

PS: Dao coming to KK again on Mon!

沉思 沉淀

需要一段
很长很长的时间
慢慢的
静静的
沉思
沉淀
自己

我
要找回
那个
开怀大笑的
我

There is a snake inside my washroom

For the very first time in my life, I called the 999, because there is a snake inside my washroom! OMG!

Panic , panic, panic.. How am I going to get it out of my house? Call the Bomba would be the correct response and right action. After tons of phone calling and answering, they told me it was a very poison snake and very active in day time. They will come to get it of at night time. WTH? How am I going to lock the snake inside my washroom for several hours? And at the moment I told them there is a snake inside my washroom, they asked me, what spesis is the snake? @.@""" How I know what the h*ll spesis is the snake?

Calm down, calm down.. Uncle helped me to contact another bomba station and they promised to come as soon as possible. All I can do now is wait. Wait, wait, wait.. Okay, Bomba called back, they can't find my house! I am sure my instruction is okay~ And the person who called ask me, "Kamu pasti itu ular kah? Bukan cicak besar atau cacing besar?" WTH? I really don't mind if you doubted me. Yet, this question should be appeared in the first phone call, not after tons of calling, and at the moment they can't find my house. This just made me doubted them, are they trying to let go the responsible?

Sigh.. Now, we need to wait them at a place and guided them to my house. And now the even funny part came, they were late, when we waited them at the assign place. The traffic was terrible at time, as a tree nearby falled down due to heavy rain and strong wind. So dramatic~

They finally came, after around two hours of reporting. Yes, after around two hours. Anyway, I should be glad, right? They finally came and get rid of the snake inside the washroom that I have no idea how long I can lock it inside the washroom.

For the very first time also, this huge Bomba car came to my house lorong~
Neighbours all coming out and have a look, guessing what is going on.

The not so huge but long snake, fierce as well

The Bombas are packing it into the guni bag

What a happening event..

Lessons learnt:
1. Make sure you have all the phone numbers you need just in case of emergency happen like this.
2. Own a house that is easy to be find *imagine in case of fire is on*
3. Differentiate the snake spesis, lol..

Disappointed

I am so disappointed!!!

I know I put too much hope on this

Yet

I am sooooooooooo disappointed

=(

啼笑皆非

今天乘搭公车时，听到以下对话。。。

甲：我在这里搭公车，只要有位子坐，不管是谁，我都不让。
乙：是吗？
（T开始对他们的对话感兴趣）

甲：以前我在广州念书时，中国人十分文明。他们塔公车时，十分有礼貌，很礼让。只要看到老人家，小孩，孕妇，一定让他们坐。
乙：是呀是呀。。不像这里。。
甲：在广州我一定让。
（T：。。。）

既然如此，为何不把在中国学习到的好习惯应用在大马？

自言自语

近来的生活好像一场梦， 而且是场噩梦

总知道，生活不容易
但，也不许为五斗米折腰吧？
人，不是要活的有自尊与尊严吗？

苦恼，
并不能清楚地描述我的心情
烦躁，
或许更适合形容现在的我

我可以自私的任性一次吗？

ps: I am happy with the phone call from Shell~ interview on next week! Wish me all the best, okay?~ =)