你 好吗？

听着耳边传来的音乐

一遍又一遍的重播着

以前相处的画面

一幕幕的浮现

我想

我还是

会想起你的

感触

在转折之下，阅读了某位同学的部落格。从每一遍的部落格里，明白了事情的经过，也深刻地感受到他们心情的调适。或许就如别人所说的吧，意外意外，事情的发生，总是意料之外。

但是，任任何人想破头脑都想不到的是，那场意外的发生，尽夺走了她的生命。

她对于我而言，不就是一位同学而已嘛。。 但对于他而言，就是生命的全部，未来生活的中心，捧在手心上的宝贝。。

知道这个消息时，心里有的只是淡淡的感伤。只觉得，惋惜。。

或许，从没拥有过，就不懂得何谓失去。

或许，从没失去过，就不懂得何谓珍惜。

或许，从没深深爱过，就不懂得何谓是爱。

愿你在天堂里过的安好~

2009

It almost the end of year 2009 now~

Last night dinner and gathering session was awesome. Friends that being apart for so long finally got the chances to sit down and do some chit chat. Nice to meet you again, Sharon and Jessie! And so happy got a bang on Adeline that day at 1 Borneo~

Think this will be my last post of the year since I am heading off to Miri in couple hours later. Thanks P. for the medicine sent. It just been so touching and sweet when I saw the message, the medicine was in your mail box, some more in so early in the morning! Remember to drink more water and take care of yourself~ It just been so touching! Thanks again, P.!

Happy New Year, dear friends~!

Wonderful November, Blastful December

Here's come almost to the end of year 2009~ This moment of every year, I love to do review of my life throughout the whole year. However, I don't feel like doing that for the whole year, just the last two months will do. I *heart* these two months a lot since incidents happened in these two months are just so happening~!

Things that I *heart* until 26th Dec:-

• Meet new friends during working part time, and Shrek, I miss you a lot! Hope everything going smooth to you in China ^^
• Realized my sixth sense is sometime accurate also, lol~ It gonna happen no matter what, just the matter of time
• Upperstar is just an amazing place for hang out, but I missed the old YoYo more than enjoy the newly open one
• Time to catch up with pals I know all around the world, no matter when I get to know you all
• Went Y2J and Evan 签唱会 at 1 Borneo, it was freaking hot at there! Got Evan's signature and now it is on my desk, can see it whenever I want~ >.O
• Had Korean food at Bintulu Korean Restaurant with best-iest on my birthday, thanks for all the pressies, I like it~And the stargaze and ice cream sessions! For more info, http://ccmei1987.blogspot.com/2009/12/tracys-bday.html
  
• Had my first primary school classmates reunion, after 10 years, it is a pleasant moment! Each and every of us have tons of things to catch up, it is really a long period since the last met
• Get SMS from people unexpected also - Yu Chen, met him once a year only, yet always during Christmas season, hmm..
• Little Italy serves the best Italian food~ Thanks Tart for the dinner, and happy advance birthday to you again!
• Successfully get another friend of mine had her ear piercing, again~ The first friend had her piercing in Miri =P
• Meet pals all around KK unexpectedly - Hasdiana, Kiam Yew, Lung Hwa, Su Xian, Eric etc.
• Went to do some shopping in Padini, and guess what, even the cashier is also my friend, shocking when she called me
• There is only RM 4 left inside my wallet only for the very first time, after I completed only part of my shopping list. I am so poor now!
• Ate two turkeys in this joyful Christmas
• Ate four cakes on the Christmas day, almost made it to five, luckily just almost (out of four, two cakes were birthday cakes). Cakes are high calories enough for me to consume that much within a single night
• Have a nice bluffing and crapping session with cousin
• Attend Pentium's birthday party without any advance planning for that. Happy Birthday once again ya~ And glad to be in touch with you again, Jiun Yieng~
• Went out with pals (both J) that I never ever think of we will hanging out together =) Memorable moment
• Finally found a guy that willing to accompany me to watch cartoon! Two cartoons in a row within a night, satisfied enough~
• Went to the same club three times in a week, and few clubs in a week, having coca-cola as most of my drinks
• Realized I am really not a clubber at all!
• Discover that Jesselton Port as a nice spot for stargaze, and I am in love with it
• In love with Starbucks/San Francisco’s coffee
• SMS-ing more than 30 messages with the exactly same person, for continuous days. Now only I know, I am just way too into SMS-ing, rather to phone calling
• Been into a complicated friendship, and sorry if I do hurt someone
• Someone asking for my MSN during a Christmas dinner!!! Yet, she is just a little girl. By calling me, "Jie Jie, can I have your MSN?" Shocking mode until now~ *I am once 16th also, just couple years ago only, okay?* *It will be far more wonderful if that little nice girl is a guy, right?!*
• Only till now I realized, people have different behaviours in different places/circumstances/situations. Even you knew them for a such a long time, you still need the right timing to get to know their different behaviours
• Get myself a job, finally! Thanks God for that~ Start working soon
• Went out every single night since 21st Dec *I enjoyed every outing* Enjoy my last few unemployed days to the fullest
• If there is someone care enough for you, even taking care of your health, without asking anything back as reward, please do appreciate that someone! I am so glad I just found out there is that someone around me~
  

Things on the *heart* list:-

• Gonna watch Sherlock Holmes tonight with prince~ you know who you are if you get to read this~ though I don't think you will read my blog anyway
• Sing K session tomorrow, please make it happens, just before my student id expiry
• Meeting up with Sharon that I have not seen for more than one year, miss you so much
• Looking forward for the roti pisang session with Eric and maybe Ah Sak!
• Attend a friend wedding for the very first time, awaiting for that
  
• Reunion with mates in Miri *emo kids read me?*
• New Year Eve in Miri

To be continue~

相识。重逢。缘尽

人与人之间的相识 是不是全因为缘分？
如果，如果不是缘分
我们 应该会在千百万人中
就这样擦肩而过
珍惜 每一位新相识的朋友
因为缘分 让我们相识

*****

还记得 我曾经对一个人说过
“如果我们有缘再相遇 我一定会把这纪念册完成”
因为一张相片儿 分隔了十年的我们
就突然再次相聚起来
努力的忆起
每人的姓名 每人的特征 彼此的记忆
期待 十年后 我们再次重逢的那天

*****

或许 彼此间的关系 真的会有改变的一天
不管怎样 总珍惜 这位朋友
因为 缘聚又缘散
是我不能 控制的

UpdateSSS

Its been a long while since my last updates about myself~

Life recently, just nothing much, and I had tons of farewell. Farewell friends of mine, one after another, feeling kinda moody for that. Just like, they were stepping out from part of my life *though it maybe just a period of time*. I may forget since when we getting close to each other, how we getting close to each other, how frequent we hang out together, yet, I remember clearly, when they stepping out, the each and every farewell since this August.

Started to keep in touch again with some long loss contact friends nowadays. Guess just like H. told me before, I have a calender, will keep in touch again with certain people in certain period of time. And I am the information centre and contact centre as well. Guess networking is important for me. In addition, keep in touch with old pals just way too attracting me~

I have started to get a job again, finished the last job week ago. I can't said I learn a lot from the last, but I do really learn new things. Thanks for compromising me for all the time, forgiving the mistakes I have made, and spending me delicious and nice foods =) Wish me all the best in job hunting ya~!

Friends around me either going for their studies or convocation now. Looking at their faces, made me wonder why my convocation date haven't confirm yet. I am looking forward for the day to come. The day I wear the regalia, the day I receive the graduation bear *Lim don't forget my bear*, the day I receive flowers *Ryd remember your promises*! And of course, meeting back all pals in campus again~ This time, when all of us wearing our regalia, throwing the hat to the blue blue sky!

And now, I am so so so looking forward to December, when happenings gonna happen in this celebrating December~!

Till then~

PS: Dao coming to KK again on Mon!

Hanging Out

Been having tonnes of hanging outs and gathering since I came back, or I should said, since I graduated, =P Yet, less pictures are taken. Maybe we just enjoyed the feeling of hanging out together, for what-so-ever reasons behind. Friends were coming back and leaving again, pictures should be taken as remembrance ain't? Hmm.. just we just not really bother.

Last night, to give our biggest support to our dearest Elephant, erm, I mean Alison, lol, we all went to Shenanigan's "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" Beauty Pageant. I need to admit that the experience is totally different from what I got from in Miri. Guess both have their own fun~ just I prefer Miri one more. Maybe those who I hanging around in Miri were just more suitable for clubbing, I think~ And for the very first time, I just drank a cup of juice. See, how nice and good I am? =P

Pictures taken at the night
surprisingly, only one camera brought
anyway, not much pictures taken also =)

Memories

It is always the time to say good bye whenever a semester comes to the end. Farewell parties being held one after another and what people do are just eat, play, and enjoy the happy yet sad moments. Lots of photos are being captured for memories.

End of semester, always a sad period of time for me. This is because it is a time for me to farewell all of my friends that I have no idea at all when we have a chance to meet each other again. Fate holds us together and when the time has comes, we have to say good bye to each other no matter we willing or not. And this semester, I am graduating. It is my turn to say good bye. Tons of pictures being taken with all people I know, just as a remembrance.

Farewell moments started just on the second day of my final exam ended.

Went to Bintang Mall with YS, Piggy and Ruby.
In fact, many people taking the same shuttle bus to town that day.
It was just like a trip, that we all going to a place to have fun.
YS said this is our so called graduating trip - trip to Bintang Mall, lol..

YS and Piggy
Captured inside the shuttle bus
Our 1st experiences taking shuttle bus to town
And we even need to wear safety belt for the 1st seat

JY and Me

McD
Ever since they have this lunch time promotion
Having lunch at McD is a must

Piggy and YS, again =)

Ruby
having her hair cut

Nice? *wink*

Piggy, Me, YS, Ruby
SS inside the fitting room
The shopkeeper just nice enough to let us to self capture there

Trying to increase the number of people
from 4 person to 8 person

Celebrated Alfred's birthday at Cafe Rosita
Having buffet that night
The food was nice, just too full to have more of them

Group Photo
Theme of the night: Black and White

Weird picture taken due to too many cameras

Went to fun fair after the dinner
Too bad I can't play since I wore a skirt
It is so rarely I wear a skirt, lol

Accompany LMN at library studied on Mon after my exam
I was like the most free person in the whole library

Tried to make cakes at Erica's house before another dinner
The cake is for Father Day celebration

See all the ingredients and tools?

LMN, Erica, Me, Chen Mei

All very busy and serious
We don't play play =P

Tracy with coconut juice

Chen Mei with sagu

Last process

Tata~~
Of course, haven't steam yet

High tea of the day~

Dinner at Little China with Erica, LMN, Chen Mei, Jenny, JY
The porridge soup just not same with what I imagined
But nice also anyway

Yummy yum yum

Jenny

Girls of that night

Chen Mei
That never have a serious facial expression whenever taking photo

Dinner gathering with Pui and LMN at X-Cuisine
JY went to meeting
Thanks for the dinner, Pui

Pui

Having Campus Outing on the 2nd last day in Miri
Celebrating YS's belated birthday as well
Its just made me miss Miri so much

Ruby
The camera person of the day~~
See how professional she is

Do Re Mi Fa staircase

Ruby, Me, LMN, YS

小桥流水人家

Like this tree a lot!!!

It just so natural~

Again, 10 continuous shoot

Scene that can't be capture during class time
We just too paiseh to take this when many people pass by

Dinner at 9 to 5 with LMN, Erica, En Ni (don't think I have the write spelling), Jenny, Calvin
Last gathering for some of us

Friendship forever girls~ *hugzz*

Another yumcha session with Dao Dao, Alan and others
Stupid music made me cried like hell
My eyes even swallow for the next two days =.="

Went to Emo Kids' end of semester party after that
3rd round for that night
By the time I went, some of them already drink, drank, drunk

Shirley
Notice my eyes???

Me, Shirlene, Yuki
See you girls in convo next year?

Safri
A nice friend that sent me at airport on the next day
And even dedicated a blog post for me
Thanks a lot~ *touching*

Jason
Get to know him since 1st day of my orientation
3 years passed by now
Just want to tell you
I am so glad that I know you

Pig Papa William
Choose to sleep at home by the time I flight back

Jojo

Victor

They really sent me off on the day
Never expected got people send me off
I did not cry that day
Heart all the things you guys done for me

Shirlene

Aileen and Ian

Lee Hui and Safri and Shirlene

Thanks for the memories all these years. Thanks for accompanying me walked through all the happiness and sadness. Glad to know you all and have you all in my life path. I am sure that we will meet each other again some day, some where, some how~

Good bye Miri~

We can't change the past
We can't predict the future
Memories are the one that hold us today