Just some random updates from me...
1. I get bad news from others continuously recently... These bad news really make me feeling down. I start to emo again. Friends may be will asking me what are the bad news. Its not that I don't want to share here, just that whatever that happened, just let it go. Try to accept it, then only life can go on easily.
2. I am close to my Rotaract gang this semester. One of them, Chan, presently repeat again and again to me that, "Tracy, you are fat." Erm... am I fat? I don't think so. I may be not slim, but I am not fat neither. Yet, when people repeating the same thing many times to you, you will start to wonder is that the fact? So, I am wondering now, am I fat?
3. Then, I started to busy with my assignments now. Finished one today. Three group assignments will be due within one week. I really got no idea how am I going to rush for that. I am going to evolve be a panda or even worst, to zombie. Lol... Thus, I try to finish the part that I can do now, during my week free. Sorry that I am not rushing you, Ruby n YS. Sorry that I can't hang out often with you, Alison. Hasdiana, I also want to meet you badly, just wrong timing, hope we can gather together next time I come back to KK.
4. Being stuck in a situation that I can not solve no matter how hard I tried. I am tiring now. I wish that I can get of from this situation, trying very hard. Friends that giving me support this time, I really appreciate it. Thanks to you all... especially to Ian, you really help me a lot. You may be don't know what have you done, but its enough for me at this moment.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
想念
忽然间
我很想念我在美里的一切
想念我的同学
想念我的朋友
想念我的死党们
想念我的姐妹们
不要问我为什么
我就是想念
虽然
你们总是和我吵吵闹闹
和我打打骂骂
但
我知道
你们都是真心地对我好
把我当作是妹妹地看待
我
想念你们
非常
现在飞扬在空中的歌曲是“寂寞在唱歌”~~~ 忧郁的心情，就这样儿来。。。
ps: Ian, if you can't read, find someone translate for you ya... I feel like want to write this post in chinese~~~ ^^
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Friendster Horoscope for April 20, 2008
The Bottom Line
You are feeling moody and slow right now, but luckily, so are some of your friends.
In Detail
You are in a very contemplative phase right now, but luckily enough so are a few of your friends. Get together with the other people in your life who are feeling moody and slow today, and get to talking. It doesn't much matter what you talk about -- politics, music, celebrities, food. All that really matters is that all of you are feeling in synch with each other. You can help your buddies sort through things that are confusing them, especially when it comes to relationship issues.
Erm... I wonder who are feeling moody n slow today... Same as me...
You are feeling moody and slow right now, but luckily, so are some of your friends.
In Detail
You are in a very contemplative phase right now, but luckily enough so are a few of your friends. Get together with the other people in your life who are feeling moody and slow today, and get to talking. It doesn't much matter what you talk about -- politics, music, celebrities, food. All that really matters is that all of you are feeling in synch with each other. You can help your buddies sort through things that are confusing them, especially when it comes to relationship issues.
Erm... I wonder who are feeling moody n slow today... Same as me...
Back in KK
Second week free started now. Well, supposed to have it started on 12pm on Thursday, but due to my Finance mid term postponed to 6.30pm, so, I officially anoounced my week free started on 8.30pm, lol...
Having dinner with Jason, Ian, Jie Qiong, David and Pei Wen that night. After that, I also do not remember what's happening, just know that I was chatting with a friend till 4++ in the early morning, slept around that time. My mum gave me a call brfore 9 am, OMG!!! I was so sleepy that time, hardly to drag myself to answer that phone call. Luckily mum call that time also, if not, I sure will oversleep and miss my Accounting meeting at 10am.
Friday, cleaning my room, before Jason, Wai Yen, and Nick came to my house, luckily, hehe... Dinner with them at night. Went to their house for the purpose that I want to download some nice songs, but some how don't know how things going, I ended up watching Final Fantasy at Chan's room till 1++am. Really got no idea how all things will go like this. Ate pancake around 2am some more. At the end, I slept LESS than EIGHT hours in two days. I was dizzy the whole day. I should sleep more that night.
I went back to KK this week free. Just don't know why, I am was not excited to going back. Really, not excited at all. May be I used to live free this semester, too free already. Yin Shaet said that I am flexible now, well, true I admit this.
I used to go out frequently this semester, I started to enjoy my university life, time just flied back like my secondary school time, when I was busy with all my studies and prefect board activities. I meet so many new friends this semester, Lee Hui, William, Nick,Wai Yen, Jason, Chan, Ian C., Ian T., Victor, Felix, Yi Xiu, and many more. I started to be close with them all. Too bad is that Lee Hui and Ian C. confirm go to Perth next semester. I start to miss them now. I miss all my friends in Miri.
Taken when I was in semester one
Taken this March
Spot the differences between these two pictures? When I see back all the photos I have taken, I realised that, I really grow up already~~~
Having dinner with Jason, Ian, Jie Qiong, David and Pei Wen that night. After that, I also do not remember what's happening, just know that I was chatting with a friend till 4++ in the early morning, slept around that time. My mum gave me a call brfore 9 am, OMG!!! I was so sleepy that time, hardly to drag myself to answer that phone call. Luckily mum call that time also, if not, I sure will oversleep and miss my Accounting meeting at 10am.
Friday, cleaning my room, before Jason, Wai Yen, and Nick came to my house, luckily, hehe... Dinner with them at night. Went to their house for the purpose that I want to download some nice songs, but some how don't know how things going, I ended up watching Final Fantasy at Chan's room till 1++am. Really got no idea how all things will go like this. Ate pancake around 2am some more. At the end, I slept LESS than EIGHT hours in two days. I was dizzy the whole day. I should sleep more that night.
I went back to KK this week free. Just don't know why, I am was not excited to going back. Really, not excited at all. May be I used to live free this semester, too free already. Yin Shaet said that I am flexible now, well, true I admit this.
I used to go out frequently this semester, I started to enjoy my university life, time just flied back like my secondary school time, when I was busy with all my studies and prefect board activities. I meet so many new friends this semester, Lee Hui, William, Nick,Wai Yen, Jason, Chan, Ian C., Ian T., Victor, Felix, Yi Xiu, and many more. I started to be close with them all. Too bad is that Lee Hui and Ian C. confirm go to Perth next semester. I start to miss them now. I miss all my friends in Miri.
Taken when I was in semester one
Taken this MarchSpot the differences between these two pictures? When I see back all the photos I have taken, I realised that, I really grow up already~~~
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Drinking Night~~~ Swt...
Erm... I really can not recall when is that night already, the night we gather and drink. No idea at all, guess I am really old, bad memories... I just remember that some hasatte members also having gathering that night.
Oh ya, and the night that I received a bad news from Ang Ku. When he told me that bad news, I still think that he was in April Fool mood and trying to make fool of me. However, when he double confirm with me, I was shocking. This news really shocking me. Till now I also don't understand why people would do this kind of thing. Life is so precious, please do appreciate it~~~ Anyway, thanks Ang Ku for sharing me the news too. Its been a long long long time that I didn't contact with you dy... Miss you a lot...
Back to topic. Basically, drinking night, they drink!!! Yes, i didn't write the wrong word, THEY drink. I drink my Espirit bought from Brunei, cool... Hahahaha... At the moment people was high drinking beer, I was high for having my Espirit. ==" But, good also right? Less comsunption of alcohol~~~
Cute Ian~~~ lol...
Oh ya, and the night that I received a bad news from Ang Ku. When he told me that bad news, I still think that he was in April Fool mood and trying to make fool of me. However, when he double confirm with me, I was shocking. This news really shocking me. Till now I also don't understand why people would do this kind of thing. Life is so precious, please do appreciate it~~~ Anyway, thanks Ang Ku for sharing me the news too. Its been a long long long time that I didn't contact with you dy... Miss you a lot...
Back to topic. Basically, drinking night, they drink!!! Yes, i didn't write the wrong word, THEY drink. I drink my Espirit bought from Brunei, cool... Hahahaha... At the moment people was high drinking beer, I was high for having my Espirit. ==" But, good also right? Less comsunption of alcohol~~~
Cute Ian~~~ lol...
Can all of you see how bad they are?I know I am short la.. *sob sob*
Arrhhhhhhhhh, I want to grow taller!!!
They are trying to act cool...But Victor's reaction seem weird...
THREE FLOWERS???Erm... I got no comments at all...
All the beers they drank that night~~~Picture was taken by me.. ^^
I got no idea at all why William will have this post...You look so gay, William!!!
Me and my best buddyMy eyes so small >.<
Our spectaclesss
We are all sleepy at that time dy... It was around 3am I think..Saturday, April 12, 2008
思考
有好一段时间了，
我思考了很久，很久，
久到了我不懂是从几时开始，
我开始思考这个问题。
问题的中心点在哪儿，
今天，
我总于弄懂了。
我思考了很久，很久，
久到了我不懂是从几时开始，
我开始思考这个问题。
问题的中心点在哪儿，
今天，
我总于弄懂了。
明白了以后，
才发现，
原来，
我一直都不是主角。
究竟该庆幸我还可以担当配角，
还是该哀悼我从来都没有拥有过?
享受那一刻,
我不该贪婪更多。。。
才发现，
原来，
我一直都不是主角。
究竟该庆幸我还可以担当配角，
还是该哀悼我从来都没有拥有过?
享受那一刻,
我不该贪婪更多。。。
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Specially For Ian
This is specially for you Ian!! See how nice am I? Hahahaha...In fact, I just can upload this only. Other pictures are sensitive ler. And I FOUND the picture you all laughing at now. OMG!!!
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