Tuesday, April 28, 2009

结束的铃声

随着最后一个mid term离去的脚步,
也随着五月就要到来的脚步,
不到我不承认,
我, 是真的真的要毕业了。

说起来很傻,
现在,
凡走过校园的每一段路,
脑海里都会浮现以前的一切。

究竟是我太念旧,
还是我真的悲观?




ps: Its time for me to fill in the Intention to Graduate form.
Can I just don't fill it up because I don't have the intention to graduate?

Sunday, April 26, 2009

忙里偷闲

其实
还蛮享受忙碌的生活
因为
忙碌让我感觉到
我至少是活着的
但偶然的忙里偷闲
也为尚不是坏事

Saturday, April 18, 2009

认真

不要以你的认真

来否定我的认真

难道这样

你不是自私了吗?


Saturday, April 11, 2009

Memories This Sem As of 11th April

I was thinking just now, how long since the last time I updated myself here, erm... I can't recall the time I had my last post. Life just hectic since the beginning of the semester. This is my last semester, I am trying hard to survive and enjoy at the same time.

As MN said, it takes times and efforts to maintain all relationships. Thus, my wallet always success to keep fit while I always failed in keeping my own weight. Hanging out time with friends increase like skyrocket nowadays. Yet, studies also important for me, I didn't forget my responsibility anyway~ ^^

People always said, the happy moments end fast. Yes, it is. When the flight landed safely in Miri this February, I told myself, I still got FOUR months in Miri, the place that I dislike most at first. Times flied and now, tick tock tick tock, TWO months left. I started to like Miri after all these years, this small oil town, with all my friends here, that witnessed the whole brand new Tracy grew up.

I knew that I have grown up as time passes

Just some memorable moments~
*some pictures I haven't get from others yet*

Yin Shaet
taken during the very first gathering of the semester, Ian C.'s birthday
girl, just want to tell you that, I am glad to have you back in Miri =)

Chen Mei, Amy, Ruby, and Ray
on the trip to Esplanade

Jason, Yuki, Ruby, Chen Mei, Amy, and Ray

Ah Kai, Alfred, Ian T., Felix, and Benson

Obviously we all are trying to jump, just not many of us success only

Happy Birthday Rotaract~
we are from Rotaract Club

Felix, Alfred, Ian C., Ian T., Jason, Benson, and William
funny guys that just like my brothers in Miri

The EMO Kids Gang aka The Wolf Family
okay, maybe just one or two of them are not
but basically, no different edy, right?
because 物以类聚,人以群分

Daniel, Kwai Hong, Yi Xiu, and unknown people

JC, Margaret, and Yih Torng

Felix, Benson, Lu Wee, William
22nd Pan Borneo Inter Club Meeting
its just fun to help around such a huge event
at least the food was nice enough, =)

William, Lu Wee, Sze Kiat, Benson
all of us are smart and office look

William
papa that always go hiao and forget about his daughter, lol

Felix
an elder brother that takes care of me a lot

Yi Xiu
the one who having same birth date with me

The campus view
don't you think it is just way too beautiful?

Erica, Chen Mei, Ming Nyuk
friendship forever ya~

Our shadow

Chen Mei, Ming Nyuk, Erica
we will be next to each other whenever anyone of us needs backup from others
this is what a friend for

Life won't be prefect without a self capture picture =)

Jnee, Daphne, Shirlene, Chloe
pretty ladies huh?

Ben, Ah Ku, Adeline, Yin Shaet, Piggy
we are cute, don't we?

Happy Birthday Shirlene and Ben

Lee Hui, Yuki, Jnee, Shirlene, Elaine

Happy Birthday Ruby

Lim and Lye Boon
nice to know both of you
you two are funny and nice fellows

Alfred, Shirley, Lee Hui, Victor

Shirley
bowling, anyone?

Wee, Yi Xiu, Benson
need to force Benson to stand in front, hmm... ^^

Felix, Chloe, William
some people just love to become spoiler when people trying to capture a nice picture
but, don't care as long as my face not being blocked, lol~

Yin Shaet and Piggy

William, Felix, Wee, Ian T., Safri, Alfred, Lee Hui
with the Curtin University of Technology's logo
nice picture?

Trying to act emo
but
William was actually smiling there
Safri looked so happy
and I looked so suffer

Dear Roger
congratulation to you!

Simon
neighbour since don't know which year

Dao Dao
all the best

Dominic
I finally remember your name =)

Chen Mei, Ray, Ian T., Amy, Jason
selling lok lok during open day
FYI, I am the OC this time ^^

Amy
friend since I was in year one

Ming Nyuk and Erica
Alfred said Erica seem hungry in this picture

Group Picture
as usual for every event
and thanks for remember to let me stand in front so that no one blocking me
*I am the closest to camera*

Ianzz
my best buddy in Miri
since don't know when

Ming Nyuk and Erica
can see my hand shadow?

Busy lady just can't let go of her mobile phone =)

Erica and Ming Nyuk
again


I treasured every moments we been together

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

叶子

曾经何时

看过一篇文章

里头说

叶子的飘落

是风的追求

还是树的不挽留

今天

我终于有了答案

那是

叶子

选择了离去

不管是风还是树

都无法阻止

Sunday, March 29, 2009

堕落,宁静,思考


如果总能在堕落的生活中


找到自己的宁静

在得以慢慢儿的思考

过着堕落的生活

也为尚不是件坏事

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Clubbing Night?????

Its been quite famous already among my gang that they always go to clubbing whenever there are some celebrations. I did not join them once, not even once. Last night, I had a tried. I don't know what motivated me to go. Is it because of it was two of my friends' birthdays or is it because that deep inside my heart, I always want to have a try to go clubbing? Hmm..

Okay, here goes my first and ever clubbing experiences. It would be in a point form, I don't really enjoyed clubbing by the way.

Here goes~
1. Went out with them all around 12.30am.
2. Was inside Thai Bar around 1am.
3. Met many people at there, including a friend's housemates.
4. Finally, now I know, this is how clubbing looks like.
5. After a cup or two of drinking, friends seem getting high already.
6. All people were dancing at there.
7. I was sitting at there, watching them all, doing nothing.
8. Friends come and go keep asking me to dance.
9. I have no feel to clubbing at all.
10. Drank fews cups.
11. Not even I started to enjoy the atmosphere, they received news policemen are coming.
12. We all went back.
13. V was drunk already that time.
14. I started to feel dizzy. Thanks A for guiding me to walk down.
15. I realized that one of my high heels' ribbon had broken and don't know where is gone.
16. What in my mind is that, sh*t, again my high heels broken.
17. Started to mumbling a bit.
18. Went to Selera to have a drink after this.
19. I knew, I was drunk at that time. Luckily is that, I still able to control myself. At least, I know what is happening around.
20. There were a few friends that even more drunk than me.
21. Friends (new friends that I get to know that night and managed to talk few sentences) that sat next to me taking care of me. Thanks for that.

So, I came back around 3am this morning, slept. But guess what, it only 6.30am now, and I am here, trying hard to write a blog about the clubbing thingy. I CAN NOT SLEEP, at all! People used to say that you will have a better sleep after you drink. But what happen on me is different.

Its a brand new experience for me. I have try something new in my uni life. Yet, I doubt there is a second time for me.