Saturday, December 26, 2009

Wonderful November, Blastful December

Here's come almost to the end of year 2009~ This moment of every year, I love to do review of my life throughout the whole year. However, I don't feel like doing that for the whole year, just the last two months will do. I *heart* these two months a lot since incidents happened in these two months are just so happening~!

Things that I *heart* until 26th Dec:-
  • Meet new friends during working part time, and Shrek, I miss you a lot! Hope everything going smooth to you in China ^^
  • Realized my sixth sense is sometime accurate also, lol~ It gonna happen no matter what, just the matter of time
  • Upperstar is just an amazing place for hang out, but I missed the old YoYo more than enjoy the newly open one
  • Time to catch up with pals I know all around the world, no matter when I get to know you all
  • Went Y2J and Evan 签唱会 at 1 Borneo, it was freaking hot at there! Got Evan's signature and now it is on my desk, can see it whenever I want~ >.O
  • Had Korean food at Bintulu Korean Restaurant with best-iest on my birthday, thanks for all the pressies, I like it~And the stargaze and ice cream sessions! For more info, http://ccmei1987.blogspot.com/2009/12/tracys-bday.html
  • Had my first primary school classmates reunion, after 10 years, it is a pleasant moment! Each and every of us have tons of things to catch up, it is really a long period since the last met
  • Get SMS from people unexpected also - Yu Chen, met him once a year only, yet always during Christmas season, hmm..
  • Little Italy serves the best Italian food~ Thanks Tart for the dinner, and happy advance birthday to you again!
  • Successfully get another friend of mine had her ear piercing, again~ The first friend had her piercing in Miri =P
  • Meet pals all around KK unexpectedly - Hasdiana, Kiam Yew, Lung Hwa, Su Xian, Eric etc.
  • Went to do some shopping in Padini, and guess what, even the cashier is also my friend, shocking when she called me
  • There is only RM 4 left inside my wallet only for the very first time, after I completed only part of my shopping list. I am so poor now!
  • Ate two turkeys in this joyful Christmas
  • Ate four cakes on the Christmas day, almost made it to five, luckily just almost (out of four, two cakes were birthday cakes). Cakes are high calories enough for me to consume that much within a single night
  • Have a nice bluffing and crapping session with cousin
  • Attend Pentium's birthday party without any advance planning for that. Happy Birthday once again ya~ And glad to be in touch with you again, Jiun Yieng~
  • Went out with pals (both J) that I never ever think of we will hanging out together =) Memorable moment
  • Finally found a guy that willing to accompany me to watch cartoon! Two cartoons in a row within a night, satisfied enough~
  • Went to the same club three times in a week, and few clubs in a week, having coca-cola as most of my drinks
  • Realized I am really not a clubber at all!
  • Discover that Jesselton Port as a nice spot for stargaze, and I am in love with it
  • In love with Starbucks/San Francisco’s coffee
  • SMS-ing more than 30 messages with the exactly same person, for continuous days. Now only I know, I am just way too into SMS-ing, rather to phone calling
  • Been into a complicated friendship, and sorry if I do hurt someone
  • Someone asking for my MSN during a Christmas dinner!!! Yet, she is just a little girl. By calling me, "Jie Jie, can I have your MSN?" Shocking mode until now~ *I am once 16th also, just couple years ago only, okay?* *It will be far more wonderful if that little nice girl is a guy, right?!*
  • Only till now I realized, people have different behaviours in different places/circumstances/situations. Even you knew them for a such a long time, you still need the right timing to get to know their different behaviours
  • Get myself a job, finally! Thanks God for that~ Start working soon
  • Went out every single night since 21st Dec *I enjoyed every outing* Enjoy my last few unemployed days to the fullest
  • If there is someone care enough for you, even taking care of your health, without asking anything back as reward, please do appreciate that someone! I am so glad I just found out there is that someone around me~
Things on the *heart* list:-
  • Gonna watch Sherlock Holmes tonight with prince~ you know who you are if you get to read this~ though I don't think you will read my blog anyway
  • Sing K session tomorrow, please make it happens, just before my student id expiry
  • Meeting up with Sharon that I have not seen for more than one year, miss you so much
  • Looking forward for the roti pisang session with Eric and maybe Ah Sak!
  • Attend a friend wedding for the very first time, awaiting for that
  • Reunion with mates in Miri *emo kids read me?*
  • New Year Eve in Miri
To be continue~

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

音乐 星星 美酒

原来
耳边传来的音乐
再加上
躺下来观星的感觉
真得很美妙

仿佛
一切的烦恼
都给我闪到十万八千里去

如果
手上还握着一杯白酒
那 那一刻
就太完美了

感谢
让我体会这一切

也感谢
让我明白
我不能 真得不能
再继续探索下去

我 选择休场

Friday, December 11, 2009

蜡烛

依稀记得
曾念过一遍文章
文章里写着
对一位老人家而言
每当生日蛋糕上多插了一根蜡烛
就代表
他的生命
又少了一个年头

倒数着
我的生日蛋糕上
多一根蜡烛的日子

Sunday, December 6, 2009

四目交接

蔡旻佑
抬头仰望
而我 低头观看
四目交接的那一刻
真的爽毙了

Sunday, November 29, 2009

相识。重逢。缘尽

人与人之间的相识 是不是全因为缘分?
如果,如果不是缘分
我们 应该会在千百万人中
就这样擦肩而过
珍惜 每一位新相识的朋友
因为缘分 让我们相识

*****

还记得 我曾经对一个人说过
“如果我们有缘再相遇 我一定会把这纪念册完成”
因为一张相片儿 分隔了十年的我们
就突然再次相聚起来
努力的忆起
每人的姓名 每人的特征 彼此的记忆
期待 十年后 我们再次重逢的那天

*****

或许 彼此间的关系 真的会有改变的一天
不管怎样 总珍惜 这位朋友
因为 缘聚又缘散
是我不能 控制的

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

“没有爱情的地方”

“没有爱情的地方”
一位新认识朋友的创作
说真的,我很欣赏她的写作手法
故事的发展,总在我的意料之外

九个人的爱情故事
九个不同版本的爱情
九种爱情中经历的甜蜜与痛苦
真实地让我如身同感受

不管是如何开始,不管过程是如何
最终的结局
总让人伤痕累累
也让人无法挽救
所以,希望有一个没有爱情的地方
才能把所有的思念,惦念给忘了

印象中最深的一句话
“我们都是执着的人,总是执着在错的事情上,到最后,却一无所有”
执著,错了吗?
执著着要一个答案,过分了吗?

“当你独处,觉得伤心难过的时候,想想一些让你开心的事。”
“如果一不小心,让你想到不愉快的事时,记得,看着你的双手。”
“用它触碰身边的东西,例如:桌子,椅子,窗口,包包,一切在你身边的东西。”
“用你的掌心,去感觉那些东西的存在,然后,深呼吸。”
“告诉自己,至少我还活着,我是为此刻而活,我是为此刻而活。”

是的,人生除了爱情
我们还有亲情,友情
爱情,不是生命的全部
活着,就该活在当下

带着耳机,听着五月天的 突然好想你
“突然好想你 你会在哪里”
不知为何,浮现在脑海的
竟然是两位刚认识的新朋友

Friday, November 6, 2009

十一月

今年十一月 来得太快了
是时间 快速前进
还是因为 我的步伐 变慢了
去年十一月 还历历在目
那时的 欢笑
怀念之极

而今 感觉就像
浓浓的挫败感 弥漫在空气中
挥之不去

越来越明白 何谓生活
讨生活 一点也不易
也不是说 你愿意为五斗米折腰就成了

关心
有时是致命的
因为 过量了
就是压力的源头

多么的希望
睡醒一觉
时间 停留在九月
那 我就可以高唱
wake me up when September ends