Happy Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. No matter how bad the economic is, Chinese still will celebrate it happily, just with a more less spending way. Been follow parents to Gaya Street on Wednesday, I expected less people there as it was a rainy night and since the economic crisis will hit Malaysia soon and most of the people tried to save more nowadays, but what I saw is just beyond my expectation.

There is a festive celebration at Gaya Street for five continuous night. Lots of performances such as dancing and singing, which are the most common one, attracted many people paid a visit there. Since it was a rainy night, people actually carrying umbrellas to watch the shows! Wow~ Many stalls also can be found there selling tons of things from foods to bags to festive decorations. And I found my favourite ice cream car selling ice cream there~!~!~! How can I resist not to buy myself one? *gaining weight for the whole holiday, haiz*

Lots of gathering too in this festive season. Luckily my parents didn't really nag me for going out so often. I just can't resist the temptation to meet old friends as some friends can be ONLY meet once a year. Tonight there will be another gathering, exciting and awaiting for that!

Till here. Before that, wishing all that read this post HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~


Chaos~

愛與喜歡

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了——

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！


An email that I would like to share~

Now I know where am I

Year 2009, seem not bad for me till so far. Having a lot of gathering with old friends, watched a lot of midnight movies, crapping a lot, all those just made life wonderful recently. What makes me really surprise was happened today.

Went to AC Services, agent of Curtin University of Technology in KK with parents and brother. Curtin is having its recruitment for new students there. Guess what? Once I step in there, Uncle said to me, welcome welcome, lets listen to the talk inside, and your face in inside there! My face inside there? I was very curious with this. What do he means by that?

Once I step in, OMG!!! I saw this~

Picture taken during the orientation week for semester two 2008 ^^

Maybe you still remember I did mention before in my post, I helped to take photos for the recruitment of new students. The photographer did promise us to give us all the photos taken, although until today I still did not get it. After the photos taken, they posted it before at the university website, remove it, then thats all. I never ever think of they will use our photos again (same picture! *amazing*), somemore in such a HUGE poster~ Thats surprise me a lot.

*Me*, Yen Swan, Victor, Yi Xiu, Chen Mei

Big head Victor

Lady Tracy and Lady Swan

Lady Yi Xiu and Lady Chen Mei

And look what have I found in the magazine gave by Uncle~

*Sorry, very blurry picture*

Discover all these just brighten my day~ =P

Feelings Show

When I started this post with the title, I was wondering, what title should I put. Countdown to year 2009? The end of year 2008? Last post of the year? No, no, no. All these titles can't really reflect what I want to express here. Maybe I should left the title to the last. Hmm..

Year 2008, a year fulls of up and down, at least for me it is. Learn many lessons in this year. If you asked me now, then do you become more mature with the lessons learned? No matter how many times you ask, I think the answer will still be the same. I choose the things I want to learn to learn. It is not that I am stubborn (okay, maybe I am), its just that not what others think I will take it, all of it.

Throughout the whole year, tried many new things. First attempt to alcoholic drinks, first time I was drunk, first time I went to hiking, first time I been so active in RAC, first time I sleepover at others house, first time I went to Uni Prom, first visit to KL after all these years, first time to islands in KK, first time overnight in KK town area and not going back home.. All those first time in this year, it is just so precious to me. It just like my report card, it proved that I have taken one small step every time, to the way I want my life to be.

Been having some discussions about my personalities with friends. Although I said I do not mind how others looked at me, yet, still will upset when the comments received are really bad. I always said that I want to life at my own, the way I want. However, do people in this world really do not care about others' point of view? Human beings are animals that always life together anyway.

As for relationship thingy, I have a new way of looking at it. When two people been together, they are not suppose to drag each other out from their own routine life, but should be trying hard to get each other to their life. When there is only one party who always do the giving part while the other party just take whatever his/her partner give, its just end up being suffer.

Yeap, maybe for a relationship it does not require a lot of thinking, yet, just can not deny that distance, money, age still play important roles. Sometimes, all these factors just can kill a relationship. Courage is needed, not only when to start the relationship, yet to maintain it also. I am looking forward for a balance relationship now, both people just try hard to maintain the relationship, taking care of each other and able to listen to each other.

Things are just the same for friendship also. Get to know many new friends this year, this semester. Get to close with some of them. Suddenly realized now, I get myself a lot of brothers and sisters. We are just like a big family, my second family far away from home. However, some friendships just need to be careful for that, because not all people treat you like the way you treat them. Lies can be one of the ways of friendship building. Its just hurts a lot when the truth was being found out no matter it is because of relationship or friendship.

There is still half year to go, and I am going to graduate already. That means, I still got half year of time only, to enjoy my life as student. I can not say my life as student is the best moment in my life till now, yet those memorable moments do touched my heart a lot. Thankful for all the people that presented in that moments.

With the coming of year 2009, this maybe would be my last post for the year 2008. Wishing Happy New Year to everyone~

Ciaos~ and see you all in next year. Till here.

I'm Sick!

Friends been asking why am I always getting sick recently. To tell you all honestly, I myself also have no idea at all. Yet, what happen now is, I AM SICK, once again~ ><"

I admit I am a stubborn person, and I dislike to pay visits to doctor. However, after fever for more than 48 hours or not until 72 hours (I can't recall since when I started to fever, is it Friday night or Saturday night? Memory blank), I give up! Pay a visit to the doctor is a must now for me.

Just came back from the doctor, and I get myself 6 types of medicines. Wow, come on, its a lot, okay? Medicine for flu, fever, cough, inflammation, bla bla bla.. too many until I am dizzying now, seriously. I feel like I am a medicine tank now~ @.@

Can you all see the medicine? wuwu..

But never mind, as long as I can recover right? So~~

Smile, Tracy, smile~

My 21st Birthday

No matter how I don't want the time to come, yet it will arrived too. Finally, I am officially 21st now. Erm.. being 21st, not bad as I think. I am still the same, only by the time now, I have more responsibility, not only to myself, but to others also. Being more mature, more tough and more strong are just one of the requirements being an adult after all.

Been thinking for such a long time, how am I going to celebrate my big day. Go out to have a family dinner? Dinner with my friends? Sing K? Watch movie? Naaaaaaaah... all those seem so normal. I want something special!

I was thinking want to go islands, having picnics, snookering, swimming, playing all water activities to celebrate it. Yet, plans die when I knew that not all friends' parents allowed us to go islands. Then, planned again. Finally, decided to have a BBQ at my house. Sound not bad, huh?

That day morning, Aunty Mei called and asked go breakfast with her. The breakfast was great, I think I ate a lot of dim sum since it is very nice. Very full~ Went to buy grocessies with her after that. Received a big angpau from her when she sent us back. Then received another one from Aunty Ching. Wow, so touching ler~

Busy preparing the stuff for BBQ after that. When Alison them arrived, I still haven't shower and get myself ready yet, so paiseh~ Fast, fast, fast, get all the things be prepared, get myself a nice shower and BBQ started, lol~

There is also a sleepover with all my girl friends after that. It was not really sleepover, as we don't really sleep, keep on talking and talking till 5 o'clock in the morning, =p

Although some of my friends can't turn up for the party, but very thankful for those who came and all the birthday wishes! You all make my day wonderful and colourful~ muaks~

~The Birthday Girl~

Managed to capture few pictures before Jiun Yieng and Ming Tee went back
I said I don't want those far taller than me stand beside, so, grab Jiun Yieng, make sure he stand next to me ^^"
From the left: Hermia, Tatilya, Alison, Me, Jiun Yieng, Aifei, Ming Tee and Chee Fui

Now,
Friends: All those tall enough stand beside her!
Me: >_<"

Jiun Yieng and Ming Tee

Friendship forever ya~
Hermia, Alison, Tatilya, Aifei

There are always failures when you attempt to cook right?

See, we are PROFESSIONAL after all~

Simon said, they should have anti-smoke as one of the camera functions!

Neighbour's doggy Money

Another doggy, Mimi

My brother and all juniors

Mum! Thanks for the party and I love you~

Alison

Couple Tatilya and Simon, and light bulb me in the middle, =p

The ladder
Alison said, it is impossible for me to be taller than Aifei..

Hermia and the prawn in mouth, XD

BBM?
Tracy and Aifei version~

Qiao Hui

Bin Joe, his eyes are straight lines

Jonathan

Chee Fui

Simon

Party won't be complete without a piece of self-captured picture~

Birthday cake

Chocolate cake and red wine is not a bad combination

All busy with the TV programme "I still remember what you did last summer"

Brother, Mama, and Papa
Love you all~

Girls

Chee Fui, best buddy

All my juniors all taller than me!

Thanks for all the birthday presents

From Jiun Yieng and Ming Tee

From Jonathan, Qiao Hui, Bin Joe

From Alison, Aifei, Hermia, Tatilya

From Simon

I just love presents~ ^^

And can't wait to open them~