如果总能在堕落的生活中
找到自己的宁静
在得以慢慢儿的思考
过着堕落的生活
也为尚不是件坏事
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Clubbing Night?????
Its been quite famous already among my gang that they always go to clubbing whenever there are some celebrations. I did not join them once, not even once. Last night, I had a tried. I don't know what motivated me to go. Is it because of it was two of my friends' birthdays or is it because that deep inside my heart, I always want to have a try to go clubbing? Hmm..
Okay, here goes my first and ever clubbing experiences. It would be in a point form, I don't really enjoyed clubbing by the way.
Here goes~
1. Went out with them all around 12.30am.
2. Was inside Thai Bar around 1am.
3. Met many people at there, including a friend's housemates.
4. Finally, now I know, this is how clubbing looks like.
5. After a cup or two of drinking, friends seem getting high already.
6. All people were dancing at there.
7. I was sitting at there, watching them all, doing nothing.
8. Friends come and go keep asking me to dance.
9. I have no feel to clubbing at all.
10. Drank fews cups.
11. Not even I started to enjoy the atmosphere, they received news policemen are coming.
12. We all went back.
13. V was drunk already that time.
14. I started to feel dizzy. Thanks A for guiding me to walk down.
15. I realized that one of my high heels' ribbon had broken and don't know where is gone.
16. What in my mind is that, sh*t, again my high heels broken.
17. Started to mumbling a bit.
18. Went to Selera to have a drink after this.
19. I knew, I was drunk at that time. Luckily is that, I still able to control myself. At least, I know what is happening around.
20. There were a few friends that even more drunk than me.
21. Friends (new friends that I get to know that night and managed to talk few sentences) that sat next to me taking care of me. Thanks for that.
So, I came back around 3am this morning, slept. But guess what, it only 6.30am now, and I am here, trying hard to write a blog about the clubbing thingy. I CAN NOT SLEEP, at all! People used to say that you will have a better sleep after you drink. But what happen on me is different.
Its a brand new experience for me. I have try something new in my uni life. Yet, I doubt there is a second time for me.
Okay, here goes my first and ever clubbing experiences. It would be in a point form, I don't really enjoyed clubbing by the way.
Here goes~
1. Went out with them all around 12.30am.
2. Was inside Thai Bar around 1am.
3. Met many people at there, including a friend's housemates.
4. Finally, now I know, this is how clubbing looks like.
5. After a cup or two of drinking, friends seem getting high already.
6. All people were dancing at there.
7. I was sitting at there, watching them all, doing nothing.
8. Friends come and go keep asking me to dance.
9. I have no feel to clubbing at all.
10. Drank fews cups.
11. Not even I started to enjoy the atmosphere, they received news policemen are coming.
12. We all went back.
13. V was drunk already that time.
14. I started to feel dizzy. Thanks A for guiding me to walk down.
15. I realized that one of my high heels' ribbon had broken and don't know where is gone.
16. What in my mind is that, sh*t, again my high heels broken.
17. Started to mumbling a bit.
18. Went to Selera to have a drink after this.
19. I knew, I was drunk at that time. Luckily is that, I still able to control myself. At least, I know what is happening around.
20. There were a few friends that even more drunk than me.
21. Friends (new friends that I get to know that night and managed to talk few sentences) that sat next to me taking care of me. Thanks for that.
So, I came back around 3am this morning, slept. But guess what, it only 6.30am now, and I am here, trying hard to write a blog about the clubbing thingy. I CAN NOT SLEEP, at all! People used to say that you will have a better sleep after you drink. But what happen on me is different.
Its a brand new experience for me. I have try something new in my uni life. Yet, I doubt there is a second time for me.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
A Day Out to Esplande
As usual, again I should have updated this few weeks ago.
Went to Esplanade that day with around 40 people, 8 cars. Such a huge amount of people. The theme of that day is 回忆董年的乐趣. Its rained for the whole way we drove there. Luckily the rain stopped when we reached there. The breeze was refreshing yet cold enough.
Overall, nothing much that I can recall from my memory now. Just let the pictures do all the talking then~ =)
Me and Chen Mei
William, Ian, Chen Mei, Me, Elaine, Ms Don't Know #1, Ms Don't Know #2
The sky was blue and the cloud was white after the rain
Preparing for games session
Run for it~
Trying to capture a nice view of this, but I think I didn't get the one that I want
Amy, Me, Ray
(Ruby said, "me and Chen Mei were behind, don't forget us.")
Girls
I like this pic
I was trying to jump yet I failed
Run before they get you
If not, you'll end up like this!
ps: the water is so salty that I felt like want to vomit
Rainbow
Sunset at beachside
Till then.
Went to Esplanade that day with around 40 people, 8 cars. Such a huge amount of people. The theme of that day is 回忆董年的乐趣. Its rained for the whole way we drove there. Luckily the rain stopped when we reached there. The breeze was refreshing yet cold enough.
Overall, nothing much that I can recall from my memory now. Just let the pictures do all the talking then~ =)
Me and Chen Mei
William, Ian, Chen Mei, Me, Elaine, Ms Don't Know #1, Ms Don't Know #2
The sky was blue and the cloud was white after the rain
Preparing for games session
Run for it~
Trying to capture a nice view of this, but I think I didn't get the one that I want
Amy, Me, Ray(Ruby said, "me and Chen Mei were behind, don't forget us.")
Girls
I like this pic
I was trying to jump yet I failed
Run before they get you
If not, you'll end up like this!ps: the water is so salty that I felt like want to vomit
Rainbow
Sunset at beachside
Till then.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
冲动时你会变身哪种魔鬼?
1.你有时会感到莫名悲伤，想要哭泣吗？
NO-- >3
YES-- >2
2.被好友背叛后，你想要怎么做？
忘记-- >4
报复-- >3
3.你觉得你的童年无忧无虑，很快乐？
YES-- >5
NO-- >6
4.遇到开心的事情，你最想告诉谁？
家人-- >6
恋人-- >7
5.你觉得下面那种动物更能代表寂寞的氛围？
苍鹰-- >8
狼-- >7
6.你觉得你更适合哪种颜色的衣服
黑色-- >9
白色-- >8
7.半夜，住在宿舍的你突然听到有人叫你的名字，你会觉得是...
自己在做梦-- >10
有人在说梦话-- >12
8.在网络中的你，和平日相比
低调-- >9
热情-- >13
9.如果有个外国导演找你做恐怖片的主角，你会答应吗？
会-- >11
不会-- >13
10.如果你不能和自己心爱的人在一起，你会怎么做？
快刀斩乱麻，离开-- >A
好好珍惜在一起的时光-- >14
11.你觉得你是否会是一个凭长相来决定对一个异性第一印象是否良好的人
YES-- >E
NO-- >12
12.如果你是一个明星，你更喜欢上哪种电视节目？
谈话访谈类-- >B
游戏竞猜类-- >13
13.如果你有喜欢的明星，是否会为其牵动情绪？
会-- >C
不会-- >14
14.以下味道，你更喜欢哪个？
甜-- >15
辣-- >D
15.你是否对言情小说，言情片不屑一顾？
YES-- >A
NO-- >E
A、撒旦NO-- >3
YES-- >2
2.被好友背叛后，你想要怎么做？
忘记-- >4
报复-- >3
3.你觉得你的童年无忧无虑，很快乐？
YES-- >5
NO-- >6
4.遇到开心的事情，你最想告诉谁？
家人-- >6
恋人-- >7
5.你觉得下面那种动物更能代表寂寞的氛围？
苍鹰-- >8
狼-- >7
6.你觉得你更适合哪种颜色的衣服
黑色-- >9
白色-- >8
7.半夜，住在宿舍的你突然听到有人叫你的名字，你会觉得是...
自己在做梦-- >10
有人在说梦话-- >12
8.在网络中的你，和平日相比
低调-- >9
热情-- >13
9.如果有个外国导演找你做恐怖片的主角，你会答应吗？
会-- >11
不会-- >13
10.如果你不能和自己心爱的人在一起，你会怎么做？
快刀斩乱麻，离开-- >A
好好珍惜在一起的时光-- >14
11.你觉得你是否会是一个凭长相来决定对一个异性第一印象是否良好的人
YES-- >E
NO-- >12
12.如果你是一个明星，你更喜欢上哪种电视节目？
谈话访谈类-- >B
游戏竞猜类-- >13
13.如果你有喜欢的明星，是否会为其牵动情绪？
会-- >C
不会-- >14
14.以下味道，你更喜欢哪个？
甜-- >15
辣-- >D
15.你是否对言情小说，言情片不屑一顾？
YES-- >A
NO-- >E
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆☆
实际上，你并不是一个容易冲动的人，但是你冲动起来的后果往往是很可怕的。作为一个平日里会维持一个平和冷静形象的人来说，你并不容易对一件事情有太强烈的感情，因此让你生气或是冲动都是不容易的事情。但是这样的你，一但真的遇到你十分在意的事情，就会变得不顾一切。那时的你，虽然表面还可以保持自己的理智，但是却很难听进别人的劝告，会变得固执己见。这样性格的你，无论是对事还是对感情，都是情绪比较两极化的，可以很冷静，但是也可以比任何人都热血。属于冲动起来，不撞墙不回头的类型。
B、石妖
冲动指数：☆☆☆
你的情绪总是显得很淡漠，很少真的对什么事情动情或者在意。这使得你总是显得缺乏激情，不过也很难让人找到你的弱点。你在为人处世方面有两个比较明显的特点：其一就是你在思想上会比较保守，不喜欢挑战新的事物，不喜欢一味地追求刺激；其二就是你很善于隐藏自己，无论是感情还是情绪，你都能很好的藏在心里，不会轻易被人看穿。你习惯于把自己的情绪放低，习惯于不对生活抱有太高的期望，习惯于压抑自己的冲动。这使得你可以很好的保护自己，但是也使得你身上缺少引人注意的特质。
C、美杜沙
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆☆☆
你实际是个比较自我主义的人。你很忠于自己的喜怒和性情，不会刻意压抑自己的情绪。对你来说，喜欢就是喜欢，讨厌就是讨厌，开心就是开心，伤心就是伤心……这样的你，对待事情多少会有些独断和完美主义。当你认定一件事情时，你很少会听得进去别人的意见，并且不愿意给别人任何左右你看法的机会。尤其是当你感觉被人欺骗或者背叛时，你对待感情的完美主义追求会使得你不肯听别人的辩解，而固执地按照自己的想法决定。这样的你，虽然有时显得自我而洒脱，但是同样也会是一个受到了伤害就很难恢复的人。
D、阿修罗
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
你会顺应自己的本能，当冲动起来的时候，你并不会去想要刻意压抑这种情绪冲动。这样的你，并不是一个足够冷静的现实主义者，你总是难免会被情绪左右。有时，你也会显得不理智和孩子气。而这也正是你的魅力所在，你很忠于自己的想法，通常想到什么就会去做，不会犹豫再三。这使得你往往能够抓住机遇，并且可以主动去寻找机遇。但是，同时也让你难免会因为自己遇事考虑不周全而受到一些打击和伤害。但是对你来说，最重要的不是让自己适应现实，而是保持自己的性格和生活方式，你所追求的就是一份随性的生活。
E、吸血鬼
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆
你算不上是个容易冲动的人，你对于不考虑清楚就行动这样的事情会比较抗拒。你总是习惯于隐藏自己的欲望和冲动，你觉得自己内心有着阴暗面，不适合被人看到的。这样的你，对待他人是有着一定的恐惧的，因为你实际很怕受到伤害，也很怕被人了解自己的内心。因此，你无疑就是一个躲在暗处的吸血鬼。你内心有着欲望，有着黑暗的一面，是你不会让它们显露出来。你总是从安全和实际的角度去考虑问题，当你因为某件事情而一时兴起时，你也往往会先压制住，看清大局、考虑清楚后再作出决定。
Have a play on this, I found out quite accurate, at least for me it is~~ =)
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Another Week
迷迷糊糊的又过了一个星期
不懂发生了什么大事
只知道小伤不断
消息一个接一个的传来
好的是零
坏的一箩
功课繁重的透不过气
仿佛
只要一不小心
它会把我给压扁
一位长辈过世了
心理的难过
说不去口来
曾经和蔼可亲的问候
如今只能回首
不懂发生了什么大事
只知道小伤不断
消息一个接一个的传来
好的是零
坏的一箩
功课繁重的透不过气
仿佛
只要一不小心
它会把我给压扁
一位长辈过世了
心理的难过
说不去口来
曾经和蔼可亲的问候
如今只能回首
迷糊的个性
终有一天把我害惨
夜或已深了
睡吧
明天
或许是新的一天
终有一天把我害惨
夜或已深了
睡吧
明天
或许是新的一天
Monday, March 2, 2009
有时
有时，我在欺骗自己说，
我并没有很想要，
我没有很想要，
其实，
内心深处的渴望，
强得让我感到惧怕。
我并没有很想要，
我没有很想要，
其实，
内心深处的渴望，
强得让我感到惧怕。
有时，我在告诉自己说，
做好自己的本分就好了，
不要去祈求太多，
没有期望就没有失望。
有时，我在期盼，
期待奇迹发生在我身上，
虽然知道，
奇迹这事是不可能发生，
但期待一下又何妨？
做好自己的本分就好了，
不要去祈求太多，
没有期望就没有失望。
有时，我在告诫自己说，
做人不要太贪心，
要满足于现在拥有的，
不要人心不足蛇吞象。
做人不要太贪心，
要满足于现在拥有的，
不要人心不足蛇吞象。
有时，我在期盼，
期待奇迹发生在我身上，
虽然知道，
奇迹这事是不可能发生，
但期待一下又何妨？
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