Horoscope for December 4, 2008

The Bottom Line

Move your feelings up to your brain -- and start thinking them through analytically.

In Detail

If you need an attitude adjustment, you need to come up with a different strategy for working through your emotions. Today, instead of feeling all of your feelings and then getting overwhelmed, move them up to your brain -- and start thinking them through. Take each emotion one at a time -- identify what you are feeling and then analyze it. Is it helping you live a happier life or making you feel bad about yourself? The answers to these questions will help you move past negative feelings.

Sometimes, really can't deny that horoscope really accurate. Yeap, its really the time for me to start thinking and come up to a conclusion to what I am facing recently. Maybe, its really the time to move on rather than standing still here waiting for nothing. I don't want waiting to be a habit of mine. Besides, as time passes by, I also don't know there is how many tomorrow for me to wait like these.

I need an attitude adjustment, seriously~~

Hope you all can have a Tracy that life on her own instead of for others as soon as possible.

一个决定，造就一个结果

从前，有两位好朋友，都很努力的赚钱.

每天早上都会到山村上盛水到山村下卖.

直到某某天，

朋友甲：不如咱们早上照常从山上提水到山下卖，晚间就花几小时的时间到山上去接水管，以方便能把水容易的从山上接流到山下！

朋友乙：别傻了…那么容易吗？现况还算满意…需要那么辛苦吗？而且休息的时间都不够了！

朋友甲…仍然坚持自己的决定，早上照常提水，而每天晚间都花几小时的时间，接水管去.

一天又一天的过去,一年又一年的过去…

三年后，水管终于接好了.

从此, 朋友甲就不需要每天一大早就上山去提水了.

而朋友乙，就仍然还要埋头苦尽的提水直到…永远！

你会选择当朋友甲或是乙呢？

也许…只需要花一点点的努力，一点点的坚持…就会得到不同的结果！

一个决定，造就一个结果.

一份耕耘，造就一份收获.

天下永远不会有免费的午餐.

Get from a friend's blog too~~ ^^

答案，只在于你的一个决定

从前有个小乡村…乡村的山上住着一位智者.

村民遇上什么困难，都会找这位智者帮忙的.

某某天，一位男孩，想挑战这位智者.

因为，这男孩总是不相信这位智者的能力.

于是，就上山踢馆.

在上山的路途里，男孩就在树上捉了一只小鸟.

到达山上的时候，他看见了这位智者.

就问到；

男孩：你知道我手上的鸟儿是活的还是死的？

智者领悟…

智者：如果我答是活的，你一大力的握一下，鸟儿自然会死去，

那如果我答是死的，你一放，鸟儿自然就能飞走了！

答案，只在于你的一个决定！

事情能不能办好，不是在于自己能不能，而是自己想不想…

人生里，很多事情往往是在于自己的一个决定…

而一个决定就是取决于一个思想…！！！

Get it from a friend's blog~~

Its the EnD

Just sent my friends to airport, so this indicated that the end of my KK trip. Been having fun for the trip. Thankful to friends for giving me the chances to enjoy all these with you all. Been trying so hard to make you all comfort through out the whole trip, but guess what, just like I think, I am not a good host anyway. I just hope that I am not worse, and that's it.

Suddenly, I feel like I don't really like to stay at home. HOME, what is this word means to me now? Seriously, I don't have idea at all. Maybe I really like a little bird now, little bird that flied out from the cage and don't feel like want to come back again. Or I am a coward, home, suddenly can't gave me the feeling of comfort. I tried hard to searching comfort now.

There is still one more semester to go for me to graduate. Back to the old days, I was refused to go out study, because of I scared of my future. Now, I am refused to graduate, because I am afraid of my future again. Through out the whole semester, been thinking about where should I work after graduate, judged from my condition, I think I really should have a try to work at other places, just not KK. KK nowadays seem so unfamiliar for me, for no reasons.

ps: just found out that you are still the same to me, miss ya so much

Home Sweet Home

Its been the fouth day I way back to home.

The feeling was great at first, but it turned up to be weird when I travelled to here and there. KK do really change a lot, Tong Hing finished their renovation, Times Square is being used now, KKIA been revonated and there is a fly over there, Penampang Servay really being burnt and now the nearest Servay I can go is at Putatan, Southern Bakery changed to Southern Station, even kopitiams that I always go also been moved and open new branches!~!~!

Suddenly feel that KK is a strange place for me now. Not like in Miri, I know every single small thing that changed, just like everything is within control. Maybe I used to be staying outside alone now, maybe. I started to change, changed into a person that miss my home sweet home and yet, I refuse to go home. I am used to the freedom.

I still confuse about myself till now. Who am I? I have no idea at all.

ps: Friends are coming to KK for vacation tomorrow, hope I am a good host and wish you all enjoy your trips~~ ^^

I am BACK!

Haha... as mention in the blog title, yes, I am back to KK.

Its gonna be a three months then, was thinking now what am I going to do in these few months. Holidays, seem like so far away from me past few months ago, yet, I don't really feel like I am going to enjoy it. Like Dao Dao said, too many friends are graduating, too many friends I am not going to see them again, too many friends gonna step out from my daily life already, I miss them all. Like this morning when heading to airport, I really have the feeling that I don't want to left Miri. Miss my daughter and son, lol~~

By the way, friends are going to visit KK in just a few days time later. I think we gonna enjoy it as will going to visit places that even I also rarely been to even though I am local as well. Going to Mount Kinabalu, islands (I hope there is more raining by the time they come for their vacation, its been keep on raining tonight), celebrate all those happy news and lots more. Can't wait for that ^^

Going to update more on the next post, chaos~~

Prom Night

For me, university life won't be complete without going to prom night. Since I am last year student and this year will be my last prom night in university, off course I am going. Masquerade Nite was theme of this year prom night. Actually, I and my friends were planning to go to prom night since last semester as it is really fun hang out with whole bunch of friends together to event like this.

The stage of the night

Me!! Pretty boh? =P

Papa William and Daughter Tracy

Victor

Ian, best buddy in uni

pretty Sie Hung at that night

Chan, nominee of Prom King

Apple, Tracy, Wai Yen

Pui

Ruby, Tracy, Amy

Erica, Ming Nyuk, Jin Yii, Tracy, Jenny, Lily

Shirlene, Ah Jia, Tracy

Jasmine

Erica, Ming Nyuk, Lily, Ah Long, Tracy, Ah Yap, Jin Yii

Jenny

Girls~~

~friendship forever~

Dao Dao and girls