答案，只在于你的一个决定

从前有个小乡村…乡村的山上住着一位智者.

村民遇上什么困难，都会找这位智者帮忙的.

某某天，一位男孩，想挑战这位智者.

因为，这男孩总是不相信这位智者的能力.

于是，就上山踢馆.

在上山的路途里，男孩就在树上捉了一只小鸟.

到达山上的时候，他看见了这位智者.

就问到；

男孩：你知道我手上的鸟儿是活的还是死的？

智者领悟…

智者：如果我答是活的，你一大力的握一下，鸟儿自然会死去，

那如果我答是死的，你一放，鸟儿自然就能飞走了！

答案，只在于你的一个决定！

事情能不能办好，不是在于自己能不能，而是自己想不想…

人生里，很多事情往往是在于自己的一个决定…

而一个决定就是取决于一个思想…！！！

Get it from a friend's blog~~

Its the EnD

Just sent my friends to airport, so this indicated that the end of my KK trip. Been having fun for the trip. Thankful to friends for giving me the chances to enjoy all these with you all. Been trying so hard to make you all comfort through out the whole trip, but guess what, just like I think, I am not a good host anyway. I just hope that I am not worse, and that's it.

Suddenly, I feel like I don't really like to stay at home. HOME, what is this word means to me now? Seriously, I don't have idea at all. Maybe I really like a little bird now, little bird that flied out from the cage and don't feel like want to come back again. Or I am a coward, home, suddenly can't gave me the feeling of comfort. I tried hard to searching comfort now.

There is still one more semester to go for me to graduate. Back to the old days, I was refused to go out study, because of I scared of my future. Now, I am refused to graduate, because I am afraid of my future again. Through out the whole semester, been thinking about where should I work after graduate, judged from my condition, I think I really should have a try to work at other places, just not KK. KK nowadays seem so unfamiliar for me, for no reasons.

ps: just found out that you are still the same to me, miss ya so much

Home Sweet Home

Its been the fouth day I way back to home.

The feeling was great at first, but it turned up to be weird when I travelled to here and there. KK do really change a lot, Tong Hing finished their renovation, Times Square is being used now, KKIA been revonated and there is a fly over there, Penampang Servay really being burnt and now the nearest Servay I can go is at Putatan, Southern Bakery changed to Southern Station, even kopitiams that I always go also been moved and open new branches!~!~!

Suddenly feel that KK is a strange place for me now. Not like in Miri, I know every single small thing that changed, just like everything is within control. Maybe I used to be staying outside alone now, maybe. I started to change, changed into a person that miss my home sweet home and yet, I refuse to go home. I am used to the freedom.

I still confuse about myself till now. Who am I? I have no idea at all.

ps: Friends are coming to KK for vacation tomorrow, hope I am a good host and wish you all enjoy your trips~~ ^^

I am BACK!

Haha... as mention in the blog title, yes, I am back to KK.

Its gonna be a three months then, was thinking now what am I going to do in these few months. Holidays, seem like so far away from me past few months ago, yet, I don't really feel like I am going to enjoy it. Like Dao Dao said, too many friends are graduating, too many friends I am not going to see them again, too many friends gonna step out from my daily life already, I miss them all. Like this morning when heading to airport, I really have the feeling that I don't want to left Miri. Miss my daughter and son, lol~~

By the way, friends are going to visit KK in just a few days time later. I think we gonna enjoy it as will going to visit places that even I also rarely been to even though I am local as well. Going to Mount Kinabalu, islands (I hope there is more raining by the time they come for their vacation, its been keep on raining tonight), celebrate all those happy news and lots more. Can't wait for that ^^

Going to update more on the next post, chaos~~

Prom Night

For me, university life won't be complete without going to prom night. Since I am last year student and this year will be my last prom night in university, off course I am going. Masquerade Nite was theme of this year prom night. Actually, I and my friends were planning to go to prom night since last semester as it is really fun hang out with whole bunch of friends together to event like this.

The stage of the night

Me!! Pretty boh? =P

Papa William and Daughter Tracy

Victor

Ian, best buddy in uni

pretty Sie Hung at that night

Chan, nominee of Prom King

Apple, Tracy, Wai Yen

Pui

Ruby, Tracy, Amy

Erica, Ming Nyuk, Jin Yii, Tracy, Jenny, Lily

Shirlene, Ah Jia, Tracy

Jasmine

Erica, Ming Nyuk, Lily, Ah Long, Tracy, Ah Yap, Jin Yii

Jenny

Girls~~

~friendship forever~

Dao Dao and girls

Get this from Jasmine's blog, quite nice. Have a try if you have time~~

Take a piece of paper and write down the answers. The analysis is in the end~~ ^^

Situation:
You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there...
(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)

(2) You enter the hut and see a table... What is the shape of the table?
(Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)

(3) On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with? (Full/Half/Empty)

(4) And what is the vase made of? (Glass/porcelain/clay) (metal/plastic/wood)

(5) You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far... there is water running down...

What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)

(6) Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a keychain chained with keys...

How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)

(7) You walk on and on... trying to find your way out...suddenly you see a castle.
What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)

(8) You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...Will you pick up the jewel?　(YES/NO)

(9) Next to the murky pool... there’s another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...
Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO)

(10) Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.

What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)

(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)

(12) There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box, What is the bridge made of?
(metal/wooden/rattan)

(13) Across the bridge, there is a horse. What is the colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black)

(14) What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)

(15) OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?


Here are the interpretations:

(1) The door:
opened door - you are a person who is willing to share
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself

(2) The table:
Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely
Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hang out with those whom you think are on the same frequency
Triangle - you are really very very picky about friends and there are not many friends in your life.

(3) Water in vase:
Empty - your life is not fulfilled
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilled
Full - your life is completely fulfilled and good for you! :)

(4) Material of vase:
glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life

(5) Flow of waterfall:
0 - no sex drive at all
1 to 4 - low sex drive
5 - average sex drive
6 to 9 - high sex drive
10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can’t live without sex...

(6) Keys:
1 - you have one good friend in your life
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends

(7) Castle:
Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
New - your last relationship is good and it’s still fresh in your heart.

(8) The jewel from the murky pool water:
YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.

(9) The money from the clear water pool:
YES - when your partner is not around you, you will still flirt around with others.
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others.

(10) The size of the box:
small - low ego
medium - average ego
big - high ego

(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining) – humble personality
metal - proud and stuck up personality

(12) The material of the bridge:
metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends
wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends

(13) Colour of the horse:
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.
grey/brown - your partner is only average in your heart.
black - your partner doesn’t seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign.

(14) Horse action:
still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
running about - your partner is a wild type person.

(15) This the last but most important part of the test.
From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches...
What are you going do? There are only 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?

What will you choose?
Now, the above is signified by these things:
tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner

Viewpoint

When something happen, there are always many comments and opinions given. Among all those, which one should you pick? This one? That one? No matter which one you want to pick, you will always feel that there is something wrong and I don't really want to choose this. Yet, there is no more options for me to pick, how?

For me, I always think that we should not only follow the voice deep inside our heart, we also need to consider the warning given by our brain. After all, our brain did all the analysis for us. The voice from heart, sometime do give us a selfish decision.

Human being are not living alone in this world. No matter what we do, there is a impact to others, its just either good or bad. However, please bear in mind that, no matter what you decide, think not only yourself, but also others that stay around you all the time.